WTF
yeah today was pretty interesting.
got up at 9. watched hostel. took a shower. went to my harlem. went to my aunt cheryl's. then i hooked up with allyson......
yeahh. watched allyson perm her cousin's hair. got grilled by her grandmother. then we went back to my cousin's...... make out for a bit. went inside, and got horizontal.
it happened so fast. i mean i just meet this girl, and i'm already getting what i want. the sad thing is this: i don't really like her like that. it's like i'm turning into this person i hate. but at the same time, i'm not doing anything to stop it. it's like i see something i want, and i go for it. i just wish today didn't happen. the thing that's so bad is that she went along with it. i mean she wanted it. so why do i feel so bad? why do i feel like i stole something?
whatever.
got up at 9. watched hostel. took a shower. went to my harlem. went to my aunt cheryl's. then i hooked up with allyson......
yeahh. watched allyson perm her cousin's hair. got grilled by her grandmother. then we went back to my cousin's...... make out for a bit. went inside, and got horizontal.
it happened so fast. i mean i just meet this girl, and i'm already getting what i want. the sad thing is this: i don't really like her like that. it's like i'm turning into this person i hate. but at the same time, i'm not doing anything to stop it. it's like i see something i want, and i go for it. i just wish today didn't happen. the thing that's so bad is that she went along with it. i mean she wanted it. so why do i feel so bad? why do i feel like i stole something?
whatever.