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[wouldbeorange]

lately nothing has been going on, very boring. i have been having dreams lately, like every night and i never used to have them, they are so dumb i just feel stupider(if thats a word)for waking up. seriously i will wake and be like wtf? and now i can't remeber the dream but just that it was really stupid. i think it affects my sleep cause i can't sleep in anymore. work has been slow the past couple weeks but got really slow on friday, when it gets slow like that evryone starts to mess around but i gotta just sit down cause i know i will get wrote up. i want to go somewhere and do something but i dont have anywhere to go. the holidays are upon us and will be gone in a flash but the should be fun, cause brandons coming here soon. and on another note i just feel so blah and not myself lately. and i just feel alone. i think its pretty sad. people say one thing and then the do the opposite and they think u dont notice. i dont even know whats going on anymore, i just no i can't take it for much more.

i have a mask i wear
it takes away the things i fear
this mask i hold so dear
without it i would be so near
then everyone would see so clear
why i hold this mask do dear.

everyone wears a mask, its only when u find the person u can take it off in front of that u know u have someone special.