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i find i can't trust to many people cause u never know how what they say correlates with what they are thinking. just a thought. lately i have been thinking alot about what makes people turn, why they do things. it fascinates me. i wish i knew what people thought and why. i would like more view points on things then just my own, cause i know mine is lacking. ok i'm done with thinking about that
update on my life............ i now work at ed rinke buick as a auto mechanic, last week was my first week. i get to see how much people differ in the way they do things, its funny to me. one guy will make sure evrything is perfect and the next guy won't cause he doesn't care. its a fun job, about 10 guys my age, its really slow though, there is no work. i still don't have a car, i'm driving a friggin acheiva, the only way it could be worse is if it was a white car with the red interior, its half way there with the interior. i want a camaro or grand prix gtp. i just need something to FIX!!!! i am having car withdrawls, i need to make something faster. i hang out with j-stin all the time and we have lots of fun, so thats basically my social life.
i would like to appologize to some people cause i have been really edgey for the last couple weeks, i don't know why exactly, but i am disatisfied with how some things are and i let things build up so i just expolde..........moving on randomly (its ok if know one follows this) i just wish i knew, things would be easier for me, one way or the other. it puts alot of stress on me and i don't let it show in the right ways. why is this so hard? i have a idea but that is all. ok all done
update on my life............ i now work at ed rinke buick as a auto mechanic, last week was my first week. i get to see how much people differ in the way they do things, its funny to me. one guy will make sure evrything is perfect and the next guy won't cause he doesn't care. its a fun job, about 10 guys my age, its really slow though, there is no work. i still don't have a car, i'm driving a friggin acheiva, the only way it could be worse is if it was a white car with the red interior, its half way there with the interior. i want a camaro or grand prix gtp. i just need something to FIX!!!! i am having car withdrawls, i need to make something faster. i hang out with j-stin all the time and we have lots of fun, so thats basically my social life.
i would like to appologize to some people cause i have been really edgey for the last couple weeks, i don't know why exactly, but i am disatisfied with how some things are and i let things build up so i just expolde..........moving on randomly (its ok if know one follows this) i just wish i knew, things would be easier for me, one way or the other. it puts alot of stress on me and i don't let it show in the right ways. why is this so hard? i have a idea but that is all. ok all done