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[wouiamlost]

so today i had an utterly embarrassing breakdown after school.. i honostly don't have a clue whats wrong with me..just the other day i was thinking.. oh so this is what it feels like to be happy.. then in 9th period i started to feel like i was in a dream.. and i was acting all crazzy like.. then after school... i couldn't form a sentence.. was

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[addpositive]

you do have a choice
and everything u do, wether u like it or not effects someone
if melissa killed herself, u would flip, if u did that she would flip too, along with me dee chris, lauren ur family, petey nd so many others... nd life is life, yea sometimes it can seem kinda pointless to u...but u r not pointless to me, u help give me a reason to look forward to the end of the day.. sometimes u hav to stop looking so deep into everything that u r so far in and everything seems soo soo stupid..and some of it is...but stupid things like, dancing in the rain, going on the swings and not getting sick to your stomach, cuddling with petey...acting crazy with friends...walks on the beach..getting ur bellybutton pierced...not havig to live with abusive parents, nd having friends who care about u, nd havin a roof to be able to climb out nd look at the stars...but sometimes instead of questioning everything u just hav to accept it, because not everything in life is fun nd happy, nd things can suck alot, but it can always always be worse, so u have to try and enjoy the freedoms that u do have...
moods swings suck a lot, and i have had them too...but i find it easier to just ride it out..because something good will happen..wether big or small...u just hav to wait, life has its ups and downs and u just have to hold on when going through the downs...i love u soo much its not even funny and i care about u more than u know...even if sometimes u just dont care anymore, about anyone or anything or yourself, someone will always care about u wether u like it or not..if u wanna talk u know where to find me lol
i love u soooo much and i always will!!!
-Kaitlin

[wouiamlost]

i love you soo much.. i really needed that.. im getting better now.. i dunno what was wrong with me.. but thank you soo much i love sooooo much to.. and i noe things could get worse and i tired to think like but when ur that upset.. even that doesnt make sense... and im good.. for now.. but thank you sooooo much i love!! (ps some of those ppl wouldnt care) MUAH!!! (not that i ever seriously considered that or anything like that.. i was just in a bad mood.. )