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wow... i had a long fucking rant typed out... a real meaty one... one that would have really ruffled feathers... but me in my infinite wisdom hit the F key that reloads the page.... and it was aaaaaaaall lost....
in short; leah, becca, FUCK YOU. both of you took me for granted and cared so little about me it makes me sick. leah enjoyed it because i was so nice and respectful, so caring and so giving, so much so that instead of giving back she just quit... she gave up, 2 months later entered into what would become a train wreck of a relationship... which pisses me off because after saying time and again that i cared more about her than anything else, and how i swore that i'd do anything for her.... she yells that i'm overprotective, and skips into what would soon become a codependent relationship..... out of what ever level of respect for her that remains i'll end the shit details there. becca, saw a sucker, and took advantage of it... had no intention of a relationship, used empty words, and got to stay at our apartment for 3 months cause i was lonely, and wanted to believe that there was something there.... oops, ya, if someone cant find 5 fucking minutes to chat to a boyfriend thats how you know its a sham.... OH and if you have to make them find the time to talk so that you can know that its over, after a week of little to no contact.... well then you're a sucker, and shes just along for the ride. you can spot these people with their lame half-assed lines "i still want you in my life" which means next to nothing cause she'll never attempt to contact you... no idea what was even meant by that, i dont think she even knew... she just wanted to sound like she was sincere.
the 2 other roommates.... the one who is like helen keller, but isnt even trying to talk... and the other who has probably stayed here a total of 4 months and hasn't paid a red fucking cent. shes cleaned the kitchen which is nice, and the bathroom which is nice.... but after that length of staying in an apartment, the least you could do would be to throw down a hundred bucks.... you know.... pay for everyones cable or power for a month. early on in our living arrangement chris made a rule "anyone who stays longer than 5 days has to pay rent" thats exactly how it was worded....even though becca wasnt staying for 5 days straight she still threw down 100 bucks.... simple. chris has skirted this "oh, i meant 5 days in a row" so lauren will stay for 4 days be gone for 1-4 days, and then repeat the cycle... had i the foresight i'd have said "more than 5 days in a month" but in august she'll be paying rent... like how she was supposed to start paying in may, then june, then july... shes already on the lease, already has a key.... yet cant manage 100 bucks.... fuck that.
its been 2 weeks of chris' silent treatment.... and boy, we all regret asking him to do the dishes and suggesting he has his own unique colored dishes to avoid confusion in the future. the lesson has been learned. oh, hes probably also pissed cause i said "hey, we're going to be using the living room in like 20 minutes" which i guess sounded like "hey, in 20 minutes i want you out of the living room, because tj alix and i are going to use it.... so you better finish up what you're doing.... fast" thats what it must have sounded like, cause thats how he acted.... ooooooooooooooh weeeeeeeell
but hey, i have a beautiful kitty, i love her a lot, shes probably the ground to my otherwise unpredictable days. even though she irritates the fuck out of me from time to time, and i have an adjusted sleep schedule because of her now... i'm happy i have her, its nice to have around. as well as TJ and Alix ... i <3 them lots. very lots.
the old version was much longer.... this serves no point other than me getting shit off my chest... react how you will....
in short; leah, becca, FUCK YOU. both of you took me for granted and cared so little about me it makes me sick. leah enjoyed it because i was so nice and respectful, so caring and so giving, so much so that instead of giving back she just quit... she gave up, 2 months later entered into what would become a train wreck of a relationship... which pisses me off because after saying time and again that i cared more about her than anything else, and how i swore that i'd do anything for her.... she yells that i'm overprotective, and skips into what would soon become a codependent relationship..... out of what ever level of respect for her that remains i'll end the shit details there. becca, saw a sucker, and took advantage of it... had no intention of a relationship, used empty words, and got to stay at our apartment for 3 months cause i was lonely, and wanted to believe that there was something there.... oops, ya, if someone cant find 5 fucking minutes to chat to a boyfriend thats how you know its a sham.... OH and if you have to make them find the time to talk so that you can know that its over, after a week of little to no contact.... well then you're a sucker, and shes just along for the ride. you can spot these people with their lame half-assed lines "i still want you in my life" which means next to nothing cause she'll never attempt to contact you... no idea what was even meant by that, i dont think she even knew... she just wanted to sound like she was sincere.
the 2 other roommates.... the one who is like helen keller, but isnt even trying to talk... and the other who has probably stayed here a total of 4 months and hasn't paid a red fucking cent. shes cleaned the kitchen which is nice, and the bathroom which is nice.... but after that length of staying in an apartment, the least you could do would be to throw down a hundred bucks.... you know.... pay for everyones cable or power for a month. early on in our living arrangement chris made a rule "anyone who stays longer than 5 days has to pay rent" thats exactly how it was worded....even though becca wasnt staying for 5 days straight she still threw down 100 bucks.... simple. chris has skirted this "oh, i meant 5 days in a row" so lauren will stay for 4 days be gone for 1-4 days, and then repeat the cycle... had i the foresight i'd have said "more than 5 days in a month" but in august she'll be paying rent... like how she was supposed to start paying in may, then june, then july... shes already on the lease, already has a key.... yet cant manage 100 bucks.... fuck that.
its been 2 weeks of chris' silent treatment.... and boy, we all regret asking him to do the dishes and suggesting he has his own unique colored dishes to avoid confusion in the future. the lesson has been learned. oh, hes probably also pissed cause i said "hey, we're going to be using the living room in like 20 minutes" which i guess sounded like "hey, in 20 minutes i want you out of the living room, because tj alix and i are going to use it.... so you better finish up what you're doing.... fast" thats what it must have sounded like, cause thats how he acted.... ooooooooooooooh weeeeeeeell
but hey, i have a beautiful kitty, i love her a lot, shes probably the ground to my otherwise unpredictable days. even though she irritates the fuck out of me from time to time, and i have an adjusted sleep schedule because of her now... i'm happy i have her, its nice to have around. as well as TJ and Alix ... i <3 them lots. very lots.
the old version was much longer.... this serves no point other than me getting shit off my chest... react how you will....