Jun 23, 2009 20:03
FUCK. FUCK FUCK FUCK.
I AM NEVER USING FUCKING WRITE OR DIE EVER AGAIN.
I JUST WROTE ONE OF MY BEST PIECES AND THEN MY COMPUTER FROZE AND SINCE WRITE OR DIE WAS IN KAMIKAZE MODE, IT KEPT ERASING THE WORDS! AND I WAS ALREADY
ON MY SECOND TRY BECAUSE ON THE FIRST ONE, HALFWAY THROUGH I TRIED TO COPY IT AND I HIT THE WRONG BUTTON AND IT ERASED! SO I STARTED OVER RIGHT AWAY AND WROTE SOME OF MY BEST WORK, I MEAN IT WAS REALLY GOOD AND NOW IT'S ALL GONE AND I JUST DON'T HAVE THE HEART TO TYPE IT UP AGAIN. I'LL WRITE IT IN MY NOTEBOOK LATER BUT I DOUBT I CAN CAPTURE THE PERFECTION OF THE FIRST ONE! GODDAMNIT!
i am seriously about to cry right now. i am so fucking inept with computers and this computer is so fucked up and i can't believe this just happened. i had to restart the computer and my work is gone. i hardly ever cry but i am thisclose to it.
i cannot believe this. later i will sit down with pen and paper and try to recapture the work, but the past hour of work has been for nothing!
AGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
later i will be calm and realize that i remember most of it because i'm freaking a kinesthetic/tactile learner and when i do something like type or write, i can recall it pretty well but the flow, the frenzy is gone now!
i have a bitchin headache right now. i'm just going to slink away and complain to myself some more calm down.
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i don't know who to be pissed at- me, the computer, or both.
fanfiction,
could it be karma for sneaking on the co,
damnit,
fml,
write or die