Sep 23, 2011 13:02
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Please tell me this isn't true...what's going on?I know we haven't been close as much anymore but you know you could always come to me.you know how much I cared.wtf is going on boo?tell me your gonna be ok.love you!
Sending as much love and prayers as I can.xoxo.
I played a song that we use to play and I started crying and niko started caughing...everytime I look at that little guy ill never forget you and your cute remarks.this is unreal.I can't stop thinking about you and every conversation we've had in 2years.you'll never know how much you are in my heart.I just wish I had the chance to tell you again.just once.imma miss you my friend.love you.xoxo.
I just keep coming back hoping things will be different.its just making me cry more.I don't wanna believe it.I can't.I graduated yesterday with that addiction certificate I busted my ass for and I know you woulda been the first to be proud and say something.please watch down on everyone angel.I know gods god that in your plan but I'd still would of done everything to take back the fact your gone.I'm sorry boo:(
I hate this.I have so many fuckin questions without answers and so many fuckin feelings that I don't know how to feel.But it seems like im stuck in a nightmare and i want some one to pinch me and tell me its over and your still with us.Really though what hurts the most?The fact you got me through so much & I couldn't get you through this.I love you & I keep staring at the sky everytime i think of you.RIP Colleen.You will be missed more than you know♥
Tears wont bring you back but yet everytime i think of you,they wont stop.I dont know if they ever will.But i do know there is no possibly way i could ever forget or not miss you.You touched my heart and were there in more ways than you know.I miss you more than words can say but i wouldnt trust having anyone else other than my fam as my angel until you.XoXo.
Its finally hitting me that your gone and nothing is going to bring you back.Its finally hitting me that a nasty,non discriminating disease took such a beautiful,good person.Its not fair.I would do anything for oen more phone call,one more text.Anything.God took you too soon beautiful and none of us like it.But he knew you were strugglying and suffering so he wanted you at peace.And thats where you are.That im happy about.Rest easy up there boo.We will all see you someday.But until then look down on all of us because i dont see this getting any easier.I love you♥