Aug 12, 2005 12:52
I went to the doctor today to get an ultra-sound... yeah i am not pregnant... it is because of my stupid stomach thingy. They have no idea what is going on... my blood count is fine.. and the medicine that they gave me isn't working... well she was giving me the ultra-sound thingy and she kept stopping and making arrows to places that needed to be looked at.. Like there were white spots like that weren't posed to be there. And then there was nothing like a black color and everything else was gray... like the stuff that was posed to be there. i dunno i am kinda scared i won't know what is all going on till i get back from the mission trip i am sooo scared!!!! I know God has it under control.... but the human part of me i coming out right now.... yeah i dunno... i am going to go on and live life to the best that i can and i am going to live it for God... and i am going to be the normal me that i always am... so please pray for me...i don't know what it is.. thanks... Me