Yes...my mood does say Cheerful!
So finally everyone I think I am finally coming to terms with what is going on in my life. I ave accepted the sad things that this year started off with but I am making new happy memories of the things that have happended since the sad ones. I still miss her but eventually time heals everything and I will be just fine! I am going to quote someone who left me a very helpful and insightful comment recently: "Just be real. b/c if a girl falls for YOU that's exactly who you want her to fall for YOU, not YOU trying to be what YOU think she wants". To the person who left this in my comment thank you very much *hug* to you. Well everyone I am going to visit Nikky Starks and Scottiewags tomrrow at Marist College which will eb fun in it self. Unfourtunately this Saturday is Valentines day and for the first time in 3 years I won't have a valentine. :-( Its ok though because me and my boy dustin are probably going to chill and still have a good time. Anyone who is kind of in the same boat we are with nothign to do and you just want to chill...let us know. If not I still love ya! ;-) Thanks EZ you da man! Anyways everyone I love you all and I will talk to you all soon I hope! <3 to you all! Mwa xo