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so ive basiclly relize that i am so starting a new life out here. i dont care all to much about jersey. im tired of getting into drama with people back home. but im 8 hours west of all of you. ive seen to notice that i honestly dont care anymore, ive been though this whole bs of "oh i like you bla bla bla...oh wait i lied..." so many times that i tend not to care anymore. ill get over it hopfully sooner then later. and i also notice that im just not caring about life anymore. no scratch that. i think life is better for me out here becasue of the fact of the stupid OB drama, im just not ivolved with it anymore. plain and simple.
yea, i have met a guy who is like totaly a match for me. and i like him. [yea okay you caught me, yes hes still on my mind.] but my semi-new 'friend' is so amazing. like he'll ditch his friends for me. and like hell wait for me infront of his locker. and ive noticed that me and him are so close in everything like in what we like and stuff. and like its so scary how much were alike...[maybe its a bad thing???]
and his best friend adam [which im friends with also] said that in a guys point of view, he does like me by the way he acts and....yea.
i guess i feel like i dont deserve anything like this because of the fact that ive never had such a connection with a guy who like ive known for like 3 weeks now and i feel like ive known him my whole life...okay so i lied again...deal with it.
yea, i have met a guy who is like totaly a match for me. and i like him. [yea okay you caught me, yes hes still on my mind.] but my semi-new 'friend' is so amazing. like he'll ditch his friends for me. and like hell wait for me infront of his locker. and ive noticed that me and him are so close in everything like in what we like and stuff. and like its so scary how much were alike...[maybe its a bad thing???]
and his best friend adam [which im friends with also] said that in a guys point of view, he does like me by the way he acts and....yea.
i guess i feel like i dont deserve anything like this because of the fact that ive never had such a connection with a guy who like ive known for like 3 weeks now and i feel like ive known him my whole life...okay so i lied again...deal with it.