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[worthless_smile]

if only i can turn back time
and show you what i truely feel about you.
and vice-versa.
but time cant.
and i guess this is just something that cant happen.
because theres always something there,
thats blocking us to happen.
maybe were just not sepost to happen...
i mean,
unless a mircle happens.
and yet.
for some reason.
i dont see one happening for me.
but thats it.
i give up on love.
i give up on time.
time sucks.
if only we can go back in time.
life would be s0000o different.
i think i would appreshate life more i think.
but im throwing in my white flag.
this is it.
im done with it all.

i hate how im so selfish.
i cant make up my mind about you.
freakin i had to move.
so that makes it 100 times worse then it already is.
god,
if i only knew what you thought, about a few months earlier.
and i know, your right,you didnt want to start a feeling all over again.
with a girl thats moving.
and i complety thankyou for that.
god,
i wish i didnt move.
goddamnyou.

i know i know,
what if what if.
but i do sit here and take time and think.
because the what ifs.
are starting to sound much better then life its self...