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once again in lonely despare sometimes i think i choose to be lonely... FUCK man i am in such despair i will tell everyone that wants to hear... my mom is always puting me down.. inever get to see bri.. i feel alone.. and it is sadning the only person that cares is my 2 year old brother and he doesnt even understand... why does this fucking hurt so much honestly all ii wanted today was to trance and think about nothing.. i am not allllways depressed but right now i feel alone for some reason.. i suposably have all these friends that care about me sooooo much.. but i am not so sure anymore there are only a few i can think of that i can trust and would be there for me... : ( it actually isnt that sad.. it is sad that i cant trust some ppl. i just wish i knew who i could trust and who i can't!?
yesterday was sooooo funnn man o man.. me and christy saw my babys daddy.. then we got out and the mall was closed.. hmmm weird it was only 7 so we went out side and the snow was sooooo bad so we walked to walmart it was soooo cold the whole way there.. hmm.. so we called my mom and she told uss no way.. then she said finnne so we walked to target wendy's heheh i danced the whole way listening to the restraunts music outside.. while christy was sad.. and cold. awh.. we had funn though and when we got there we ate gooood food then we went for desert and the didnt have any.. so we asked for fried chicken and they didnt have any and they didnt have biscuts either it sucked lol but atleast it wasnt the LD wendys i hate that place it is soooo grosss i wouldnt eat there if u payed me... hmm.. tired and lonley so bed time for me.. <3