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[kane_goddess]

[Continued from here]"Very dirty baby. Very dirty." I grinned back at him and lightly drug my nails over his arm. "I only scream when you make me scream. But you've never had a problem with that

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[kane_goddess]

Holding the towel around me I step out of the shower and stand in front of the mirror, using one of the others to dry my hair before I paded out to the other room to pull my brush out of my bag.

Humming softly - something I don't do unless Logan's around - I brush my hair out, letting it fall over my shoulders and back and letting it part it's self in the middle. Letting the towel fall to the floor I start braiding my hair into two braids, letting them hang lose.

Picking the big towel up I dried myself off, wondering back into the room and pulling out my Victoria's Secret lotion and rubbing it over my arms, wondering back into the bathroom before picking my leg up one at a time and lotioning the rest of my body up.

Logan's eyes bore into me the entire time, leaving me amused that simple things I did could get him hot for me. I turn and look up at him, pulling the robe from the back of the door and slipping it on.

"Have you lost your mind or did you just become a lunk head from all that sex?" I tease him, grinning and kissing his cheek. "I thought you already ordered food..." Laughing I take his hand and pull him out into the other room, pointing to the table filled with food - my favorite too. Not sure if he does it because he loves me or doesn't want to hear me bitch. It's not that it matters much.

[logan_echolls]

"Right," I say, laughing quietly - almost embarrassed. Yeah, it was easy to forget that anything else existed when Lilly was around. Really easy - plus food wasn't exactly at the top of my mind.

Lilly was mesmerizing as she did everything she could to drive me crazy. It was just those little things like rubbing the lotion I got her for her birthday over her.

I distracted my mind from any thoughts of going back home. I knew we'd have to eventually - that living out the dream was cool, but we'd either go home or be dragged home because there was no other way. I hated the idea. I just wanted to stay here with Lilly forever where nothing could possibly touch us. Everything that drove us crazy in everyday life would just be gone.

I move to sit down on the bed after grabbing the pair of jeans and boxers I had left in the bathroom. Tugging them up, I leaned back against the pillows.

[kane_goddess]

Picking through the containers on the table I glance at Logan from the corner of my eye, watching him get dressed. I loved looking at him, he had an amazing body and when I looked at him I didn't see the scars his bastard father put there...only the light marks I did.

"Here." I tossed him a can of Coke, pulling open a can of Diet Coke for myself before pulling the chair out and kicking the other one out for Logan. "You need to eat too you know."

I reach over and pull open one of the boxes and pop a piece of shrimp into my mouth, smiling as Logan comes over and sits next to me. I put my feet up on his lap and smile sweetly, handing him an eggroll. "You do know me well. You got everything I love."

We eat a bit quietly and I don't know if either one of us has felt content like this in a while...a long while. "So, what are our plans for tomorrow? You seem to be in control of this trip...for the moment."

[logan_echolls]

"Tomorrow?" I asked with a light laugh, "Sleeping in." - Forgetting about school, all that shit. That was a major plan. Something I hadn't quite put into action just yet. I couldn't just forget about it all. We were living it.

I bit into the egg roll she handed me. Chinese food wasn't my favorite, but Lilly wasn't addicted to pizza like I was. I had no problem with an all pizza diet, whereas Lilly decided there were things that were better - like the sweet and sour chicken or chow mien.

"We could drive more," I started thoughtfully, before reaching over and grabbing the box with the fried rice in it. "Go to Disneyland or something. Go see the Grand Canyon or something. I don't know. Whatever the fuck we want to do."

I sip at my can of Coke and glance up towards her to see if anything I said sounded the least bit appealing.

"We're kids with a platinum card and no restrictions. What do you want to do, Lil?"

[kane_goddess]

Sleeping in? If there was an Olympic sport for sleeping then Logan would have the gold metal. Not that I minded much, I liked the few - very few - times that Logan and I woke up together. When I woke up in his arms that meant that my mother wasn't going to come in and beat into me all the good things Duncan did while she ranted on about everything I don't do to please her.

"We'll get pizza tomorrow." I say off-handedly as he picks at the food. I know he's not a fan of it but he'll eat it anyway to please me. I pulled open the container of fried rice and started picking at it, thinking about what he said.

"I do like that freedom, Logan." I grinned at him, reaching over and taking a sip of my drink. "Let's drive east and see whatever happens. I've always wanted to go to the east coast and relax; going with mother isn't relaxing." Shifting my feet on his lap I set my Diet Coke down. "Me and you, platinum cards and freedom. Sound's perfect." No Aaron, no Weevil, no 'Duncan does it better...'. No...no anyone but us.

[logan_echolls]

"Without any anchovies, Lil. I mean it." I said to her. Yeah, the rare times we managed to get pizza was like Lilly's favorite time to torture me with flavors I didn't want to bother with eating. I'd like to settle with a nice ham and pineapple, thank you very much.

Sporking a piece of chicken with a chopstick, I popped it into my mouth and watched her eat the fried rice. She smiles and shifts her feet on my lap and I can't help but smile a little too. I could complain about all the stupid things she did to drive me crazy, but there were times I didn't mind in the least that she was doing all that crap. I loved her. The good, the bad, the everything. There were just times that I felt like I couldn't even touch her. I felt her skin close to me, but it was Lilly and Lilly was there and gone in an instant.

I leaned over and kissed her after she finished swallowing her mouthful of rice.

"You're not going to like start taking me into a bunch of clothing stores, are you? Whenever we get to where ever we're going." I ask.

[kane_goddess]

"Of course." I smile, both of us knowing that I only put anchovies on pizza to annoy him. Pineapple pizza is the only way I'd rather go, I'm simple with some things I guess.

I ate the rice quietly and started thinking about things, wondering if there was a way to convince Logan to just go and never turn back. I knew that idea sounded good in theory but we'd both miss our friends and I'm sure the family money would stop at some point when they got tired of us running. Most likely my mother first.

My eyes meet his and I laugh, smirking at him lewdly as I cock my head to the side. "Well I was going to drag you into some of them but I guess I can go by myself. I'm sure the very handsome clerks will be more then happy to help an alone spoiled rich girl with a limitless credit card." I sat up and climbed onto his lap, kissing his lips softly before bending down and trailing kisses along his neck. "Or you can go into your gadgets and gizmo's store while I shop and then come into Victoria's Secret with me..."

[logan_echolls]

And Lilly's favorite pastime is in every single attempt/success to make me crazy with all her flirting with anyone but me. Half of the time I couldn't find the patience for these sorts of games. Deep down I wanted her and only her and she was being crazy if she thought I wanted anything or anyone else.

I shut my eyes to keep from moaning as she climbed onto my lap and started trailing kisses down my neck, tasting the skin she came into contact with. I threaded my fingers through her hair and drew her face back level with mine.

"Hey," I whispered against her lips, "You're mine, okay?"

I pressed my lips firmly against hers before sucking her lower lip between mine, tracing the edge with my tongue. I was jealous. I was always jealous and she knew that.

[kane_goddess]

Smiling against his skin, I started kissing his neck and shoulder, feeling his skin burn under my lips as I wrapped my arms around him and rocked my hips lightly.

His words caught me slightly off guard and I covered it up by smiling against his lips, nodding and kissing him again. My mind was spinning from his words and I wanted that to be true, I really did. I wanted me to be able to look at him and tell him that I was all his...and not be lying.

I moaned into his lips when he kissed me again, pulling me out of my thoughts and causing me to wrap my arms tightly around his neck and pressing myself closer to him. The words he whispered to me went to my heart and I held him closer. "Yes, always." I whispered back, my heart knowing I wasn't lying but the logical part of my mind knew that if he ever found out the things I've done he'd never forgive me.

"Always yours." I peppered kisses over his jaw and neck, nuzzling my nose in his skin and smelling the soap and shower still on his skin. "You're all I want." I mumbled against his lips, kissing him roughly and wanting nothing more then to get lost in his arms.

[logan_echolls]

"Good," I said, just as firmly before, though I couldn't help but get a sinking feeling as Lilly returned the kiss. There was something there that I didn't know, but thoughts of anything else but her flew out of my mind as she rocked her hips against mine.

A quiet moan escaped from my lips as she presses hard against me. I can feel everything inside of me heating at her hard kisses across my skin - burning across my flesh.

Lilly can so easily just make me forget with simple kisses and different actions and I hated her for it. I loved her so much, but she got to me. It was like she kissed me and there was nothing else, just her lips imprinted in me forever like she was marking me as hers and making her claim - and it was like I had no right to do the same.

"Good," I whisper breathlessly against her lips a second time as I wrap my arms around her waist, pulling her in near. She tasted of the chinese food and for a moment I didn't think I even minded.

[kane_goddess]

I don't know why I couldn't be a better girlfriend to Logan, I could never be anything like Veronica was to my brother. It just wasn't in me it seems. I could love him with everything I had and even if I don't tell him - let alone show it - often enough, I do.

His arms wrap around my waist and it gives me a feeling that I only feel when it's the two of us, it's something I seldom feel and it makes me feel alive and not like some packaged product like everything else.

Breaking away from his lips I run my hand over his cheek and kiss his nose. "Love you." I whisper softly, turning on his lap and hanging my feet over the edge of the chair, keeping one arm wrapped around his neck as I reached over into one of the containers and pulled out a spare rib bite, popping it in my mouth before glancing over at him. "What are our plans for tonight? Movie?" I kissed his cheek and closed my eyes, hearing the faint sounds of my two-way and ignoring it. I need to remember to take the batteries out of it later.

[logan_echolls]

I should probably feel pleased that I’m the center of her attention instead of her two-way which I can hear ringing softly in the background. It’s one of those rare moments in which Lilly is all mine - she’s not with Duncan, she’s not with Veronica and she’s not distracted by something else entirely. She’s strictly with me.

I was possessive, I knew that. I knew it either turned her on or turned her off depending on what day of the week it was or what time of the month. For seconds, just seconds, I feel like I’m actually right there with her and that’s enough for me.

“Love you.” The same feeling overcomes me when she runs her soft tipped fingers over my cheek and kisses my nose - I close my eyes and open them again when she shifts her position on my lap. “Movie, or mocking the movie depending on which movie it is,” I replied with a small grin towards her.

If we saw Titanic one more time just from flipping channels I’d probably just throw up this dinner.

[kane_goddess]

I smiled at him, kissing his forehead like he did me more times then not, shaking my hea. "Dear god no, if you start mocking Titanic again I'll never be able to watch it again."

Squirming off his lap I started to pack a few things up so the room wouldn't smell like chinese food when we slept. I glanced at the clock and then at Logan. "It's early but see what's on, there has to be some better crap then what's been on lately. I still can't believe they had a cheezy movie marathon on the other day...god, I can't believe someone paid money to make 'From Justin to Kelly'. Serious waste of time folks."

My two way went off again and I grumbled, moving over to my bag and pulling it out to read the message. 'Hey, come over...I want to see you.' I rolled my eyes and deleted the message, another one coming through seconds after that. 'Don't keep me waiting, you know what happens when you keep Daddy waiting...'

Brushing my hair from my face I felt my heart sink, quickly pulling the batteries out of the two way and tossing the batteries into the trash. "Screw that." I wasn't putting up with anyone right now, especially not him.

Plastering a smile on my face I looked over at Logan on the bed, grinning and crawling onto it with him. "Find anything mock worthy?"

[logan_echolls]

“I don’t see how you can watch Titanic now. No one is like that.” I stated, “There’s really nothing more than a naked drawing of a chick on a couch, sex in a car and a ship going down. We all know how it’s going to end.”

Lilly starts in packing up the Chinese food and I went over to flop onto the bed and turn on the TV to see what was on. If Lilly thought she was going to get some sort of chick flick, she was sorely mistaken. “Another gag worthy movie,” I replied as she mentioned ‘From Justin to Kelly’ - there were, however, worse ones.

I glance up from the TV as her two way went off again. She rolled her eyes at the first message and then had an unreadable look at the second, but I could see her deleting the messages and then putting the batteries in the trash. “Duncan keep bugging us to come home or something?” I asked as she crawled onto the bed and beside me.

There wasn’t anything on TV, and I had to keep pushing back the feeling I was getting from Lilly. Flicking the television off, I leaned in to kiss her softly. “Nothing.”

[kane_goddess]

I glanced up and gave Logan a look. "Yeah, like people don't fuck in cars." I gave him a pointed look, reminding him of the drive over here and our need to stop before we crashed.

Swallowing I crawled into the bed and laid next to him, resting my head on his shoulder. "Parental problems I guess." I murmured, kissing his cheek and curling next to him. "I don't care, we're not going back for a week...maybe two. We'll worry then."

He turned the TV off and I could feel there was something up with him, maybe he was getting vibes off of me and god I didn't need or want that. Sitting up I look over at him. "Hey, what's wrong?" I lean down and kiss him softly, wrapping my leg over his and tightening my arm around his waist. "We can order a movie or break out the laptop and put something in, I brought mine to school this morning since I had free periods. Or I just didn't feel like going.

Feeling his arm wrap around me I kissed him harder, a small smile crossing my lips. "Or we can just do this all night..." I groaned against his lips, kissing my way down his neck and nipping sharply just to make him squirm.

[logan_echolls]

“I wasn’t saying people didn’t fuck in cars,” I replied with a quirk of a smile, catching her pointed look. Like that was the first time between us in the X-Terra. I was fully aware of the spacious back seat that the car possessed.

I knew my dad was going to just slaughter me when I came home, but I couldn’t bring myself to care. Celeste would freak at Lil and just scold her, making her feel like a disappointment as per usual. Our parents were just peaches, weren’t they? Weeks away? Forever away sounded like the best plan ever. I wanted nothing more than to just fade away into the background with Lilly. I just wanted to start over.

She asks me what’s wrong and I just shake my head, hoping she’ll leave it as is. Lilly kept secrets and I kept quiet, but it just mattered that she was here by my side right now. That’s all that mattered to me.

Lilly leans in and catches my lips with hers and I can’t help but exhale into the kiss and bring her in closer. She’s already making her way with kisses down my neck to my collar and a small shudder runs right through me. Yeah, we could do this all night

I bring her chin up from the nape of my neck before meeting her eyes briefly and leaning in to kiss her softly - not the hard desperately needy kisses, just the one that spoke the words I couldn’t say aloud at the moment. I love you and I love that you ran away with me.