... sure is February again.
I just quit the Lambda Board of Directors. I wonder if any of them will give a damn. Anyways, it's got me feeling blue. In a way, I guess I'm trying to feel angry, but I can't ever let myself feel what I want. I leave that for others. I also feel bad that Jacinth, my FFXI character, died like four times just now and that I don't know if dropping my Women's History class will fuck up my monetary situation. One moment, you're carelessly happy, then the world becomes a small blue box of regret.
I guess I could continue this update by including inane facts about the progression of my life, but I'll spare myself the trouble. I apologize if my problems seem petty and small to those few readers who take some interest in my life, but if I didn't bitch about something petty every now and again, I think LJ would close my account. ^_-
In any case, I feel blue. The worst part of that is that it's one of the few times I really want a hug, and because that's so rare, when I really need it, it's never there.
I guess I could continue this update by including inane facts about the progression of my life, but I'll spare myself the trouble. I apologize if my problems seem petty and small to those few readers who take some interest in my life, but if I didn't bitch about something petty every now and again, I think LJ would close my account. ^_-
In any case, I feel blue. The worst part of that is that it's one of the few times I really want a hug, and because that's so rare, when I really need it, it's never there.