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[worstwitch]

okay, i have definately gotten my life settled down from yesterday. things like that just hurt a lot. it's like i'm in this new environment to be happy and rest and then my old life comes up and is like "don't forget your tons of baggage!' no. i don't wanna. so i started today of right. i snuck to school a very short pink skirt and pink shirt to wear with it, cause i'm technically not allowed to wear said skirt. don't know why they let me buy it, but ah well. i'm not good at breaking the rules so much so i'm kind of very scared that i'll get caught. don't want to piss gram off. no, don't want the gram wrath. but the skirt was funny in the first 5 seconds, mostly cause of scotty. he seems to think that i like knowing when he has a boner. no honey, i don't want to know, especially when it's not from the girl across the way or hillary. then it's uber embarrassing for me, but not for him, cause he has no inhibitions whatsoever. then i was standing across the table from him, and he was letting me know whenever people were checking me out. "oh, he's checking you out, now SHE'S checking you out. mad construction worker eyes!" i guess he just likes to make me blush, cause i am never a girl, so i'm not used to that kind of attention. it makes me uncomfy. it's like "oh goodness people are looking at me is something wrong?" but it's really just the shortness of the skirt. bud joined in too, no good. then mike was talking to me and said, "what's up with you and doug" i'm like "nothing, we're going out, going to prom, what else do you need to know" he's like "good, cause i was gonna smack you" i asked "for what?" he said, "cause you're all whored up." just cause i look nice today doesn't mean i'm crazy-making out with everybody. goodness. ah well. mcdowell's prom is the same night as seneca's. that makes me sad cause doug said he doesn't care and will miss his. but he shouldn't have to. prom's important to me, i don't understand how it's not that important to him. well, maybe it's cause i know everyone in my class and most of the juniors. it would be hard to know 600 people. calc was alright. actually got stuff, and asked questions so i could understand the homework. fun fun. yessireebob. the end i think.

oh, warning:
i have to write two lj entries in french for weaver. sorry kids.