so i decided to give myself a reason...
i'm glad i have nothing to do with any of the people i used to hang out with. not like it was easy but made life so much easier. the only problem is some keep trying to get int he picture and its tearing me apart. im really trying to stay away from the people that have hurt me so that i don't risk going through it again. but its s0o0o ahhh! i cant even describe what im trying to say and this is a pointless entry because no one is gonna understand and one of the people i want to read this isnt gonna read it anyways so its a waste of my time