Dec 15, 2005 00:16
i've been having a surprising amount of fun lately, mainly b/c school is over and i'm not so stressed out all the time. after everything was done with last week, i could seriously feel myself feeling less and less wired...so that when mishaps happen, i can just tell myself "it's okay it's okay" and not freak out or get really mad (i had been doing that with every little thing literally). it sucks that i have to reassure myself now when stupid little things happen, like spills or dropping things, but i've never been so stressed in my life as i was this semester. i'm proud to say that i made it through fashion boot camp though lol. i'm doing little things i've missed lately, like sleeping in, or actually sleeping...or waking up without having to worry about an alarm. my chronic head and stomach aches are going away finally, and my back feels better, but i do think a lot of it caught up to me b/c i'm starting to get those little lumps on my legs again which means one thing: i'm about to get really sick...i keep having random coughing fits...but other then that i feel fine...maybe i won't get anything after all, that would be awesome. i hate being sick all the fucking time...i seriously get like every thing that goes around...blehh.
but yeah, after this friday--i will be OFF FOR A MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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