get low. ha.
okay.
so, i had written this whole big summary out on the events leading to and during The Drama. i made it as unbiased as possible too, by the way.
but you know what?
i erased it.
because 1. it was a whole lot to type and it had taken me a whole hour for half of it, and 2. i knew it would start more drama, and be seen as "trash talking."
90% of what i've been saying is the truth about situations or a person.
i'm not saying, "oh so and so is a dumb bitch" and leaving it at that.
yeah, i'm saying "so and so is a bitch" but i'm ALSO saying stuff that she actually did, said, etc. i guess the "bitch" part is the other 10%.
i never said "rachel you're a cunt" or "rachel you're immature" for no reason. i backed it up with like three examples each and i have loads more.
and yeah, i understand that it's just my opinion. but if it's JUST my opinion, why is it pissing her off so bad? didn't she state HER opinion about us? and get defensive when we confronted her about it? isn't that how this whole thing started?
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm sick of explaining myself. what do i have to defend about what happened? i admit some of the stuff after our first argument was immature and cunty. however, i didn't do anything that she didn't do...and did first. but i won't defend my stand on things because i don't need to.
if i don't want someone in my life anymore because of the way they are, then, that's life and that's my choice. i know i could have gone about it better, of course. but i don't care. i didn't see anyone else going out of their way to be mature, so oh well.
for a while, i was thinking "hey, maybe this will pass over."
but then i read this bulletin rachel posted, threatening to tell me and miranda's parents "stuff we are hiding from them." and by the way, YES i know she posted that because we (me and miranda) left dumb hateful remarks on each other's pages. yeah it was really immature. but it's deleted now. no one is going to agree with, i mean, see it now. <--being immature again, by the way.
but rachel KNOWS how our parents are. strict, ultra christian, conservative, unreasonable, etc. so, for her to threaten something like that, would seriously affect our lives. my parents pay for my college because i don't make thousands of dollars a year working at Rave. i want to make something of my life and do something i love, therefore i have to hide a bunch of important shit from them to succeed and get what i want. really really sucks, but i've done it my whole life, so it's not hard anymore. if they found out stuff though, then i would get cut off, and that means i would have no money to pay for my education. wow, what a way to get back at someone, right? fucking up their life. good one. and i don't even want to imagine what miranda's parents would do to her. so you have to realize how pissed we are about that. no, i didn't think she was going to ACTUALLY do it, but i wouldn't entirely put it past her. it's really shitty though, that someone can go that low over what is being referred to as "stupid shit."
i'm sick of drama, seriously. though i'll admit it's kind of funny and amusing, whatever. but that threatening shit is not drama or stupid crap. i think that is the most pissed off i've ever been. because that is just fucking unspeakably low.
by the way, this was not meant to harm or "slander" anyone. i seriously just wanted to write out my feelings to better understand them. sorry if you take it the wrong way/get pissed/whatever, but it was NOT meant for that.
so, i had written this whole big summary out on the events leading to and during The Drama. i made it as unbiased as possible too, by the way.
but you know what?
i erased it.
because 1. it was a whole lot to type and it had taken me a whole hour for half of it, and 2. i knew it would start more drama, and be seen as "trash talking."
90% of what i've been saying is the truth about situations or a person.
i'm not saying, "oh so and so is a dumb bitch" and leaving it at that.
yeah, i'm saying "so and so is a bitch" but i'm ALSO saying stuff that she actually did, said, etc. i guess the "bitch" part is the other 10%.
i never said "rachel you're a cunt" or "rachel you're immature" for no reason. i backed it up with like three examples each and i have loads more.
and yeah, i understand that it's just my opinion. but if it's JUST my opinion, why is it pissing her off so bad? didn't she state HER opinion about us? and get defensive when we confronted her about it? isn't that how this whole thing started?
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm sick of explaining myself. what do i have to defend about what happened? i admit some of the stuff after our first argument was immature and cunty. however, i didn't do anything that she didn't do...and did first. but i won't defend my stand on things because i don't need to.
if i don't want someone in my life anymore because of the way they are, then, that's life and that's my choice. i know i could have gone about it better, of course. but i don't care. i didn't see anyone else going out of their way to be mature, so oh well.
for a while, i was thinking "hey, maybe this will pass over."
but then i read this bulletin rachel posted, threatening to tell me and miranda's parents "stuff we are hiding from them." and by the way, YES i know she posted that because we (me and miranda) left dumb hateful remarks on each other's pages. yeah it was really immature. but it's deleted now. no one is going to agree with, i mean, see it now. <--being immature again, by the way.
but rachel KNOWS how our parents are. strict, ultra christian, conservative, unreasonable, etc. so, for her to threaten something like that, would seriously affect our lives. my parents pay for my college because i don't make thousands of dollars a year working at Rave. i want to make something of my life and do something i love, therefore i have to hide a bunch of important shit from them to succeed and get what i want. really really sucks, but i've done it my whole life, so it's not hard anymore. if they found out stuff though, then i would get cut off, and that means i would have no money to pay for my education. wow, what a way to get back at someone, right? fucking up their life. good one. and i don't even want to imagine what miranda's parents would do to her. so you have to realize how pissed we are about that. no, i didn't think she was going to ACTUALLY do it, but i wouldn't entirely put it past her. it's really shitty though, that someone can go that low over what is being referred to as "stupid shit."
i'm sick of drama, seriously. though i'll admit it's kind of funny and amusing, whatever. but that threatening shit is not drama or stupid crap. i think that is the most pissed off i've ever been. because that is just fucking unspeakably low.
by the way, this was not meant to harm or "slander" anyone. i seriously just wanted to write out my feelings to better understand them. sorry if you take it the wrong way/get pissed/whatever, but it was NOT meant for that.