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* Your gender: female
* Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
* Single?: no
* If not, do you want to be?: n/a
* Birthdate: 2/18/86
* Your age: 19
* Age you act: probably around 16 most of the time
* Age you wish you were: hmm...16ish i guess? there's so much stuff i never did while i was underage!
* Eye color: hazel
* Happy with it?: i guess so...wish it had more green in it though.
* Hair color: dyed black, a natural puke light brown/dark blond thing.
* Happy with it?: not the natural color...it's so blah.
* Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty. however, i was left-handed as a kid.
* Your living arrangement: at home, in richmond at vcu during the school year.
* Have any pets?: lily (cat), abby (dog), assorted fish, and my brother has a lizard named "osmosis".
* Piercings?: ears
* Tattoos?: none yet.
* Obsessions?: chapstick, leopard print, the gilmore girls, glitter, hello kitty.
* Addictions?: chapstick, tv, food (kind of sad, i know)
* Do you speak another language?: three years worth of spanish
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it:
* Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: it depends on who and what i'm tolerating, i guess. for example, if you're religious, i don't care, but if you're going to condemn me for not being, then no, i'm not tolerant of you.
* Do you have any secrets?: a few here and there. nothing major.
* Do you hate yourself?: i'm tot' awe'.
* Do you like your handwriting?: it's okay...i used to try and change it when i was younger.
* Do you have any bad habits?: yes...um...interrupting people, being loud at inappropriate times, day dreaming, etc. but i don't, like, bite my nails or anything.
* If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: hmm. i don't know. i've sat here for five minutes thinking about it though.
* What's your biggest fear?: dying a lonely old woman.
* Can you sing?: not that well...i used to be in every play/musical/choir/etc when i was a kid though.
* Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: not really.
* Are you a loner?: i can be, i guess. i think at heart i am, in a way. not that i like to be alone all the time, but i'm always the "different" one set apart from any group.
* If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yes
* Are you a daredevil?: no
* Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: there's stuff that i dislike...but i wouldn't go as far as hate or fear.
* Are you passive or aggressive?: ...more aggressive.
* Do you have a journal?: this one, and i have a lot of notebooks that i write in on the occasion.
* What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength-ability to think for myself, weakness-i have a horrible horrible temper
* Do you think you are emotionally strong?: most of the time.
* Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: the only stuff i regret is like...i dunno...if i said something to reed that he didn't deserve and it hurt him. i regret not doing a LOT of stuff.
* Do you think life has been good so far?: generally good
* What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: how to rely on myself
* What do you like the most about your body?: big ass, big boobs.
* Do you think you are good looking?: ehhh...sometimes. i don't really care that much anymore lol.
* Are you confident?: the majority of the time
* Are you perceived wrongly?: all. the. time.
Do You...
* Smoke?: no
* Do drugs?: yes
* Read the newspaper?: every now and then
* Pray?: no
* Go to church?: my family "makes" me
* Talk to strangers who IM you?: i usually try to make up weird stuff to try and ward them off, yet it somehow turns back around to their enticement. i.e. diane.
* Sleep with stuffed animals?: i sleep with a body pillow
* Take walks in the rain?: not normally.
* Talk to people even though you hate them?: if i do, i won't say that much to them.
* Drive?: yeah
* Like to drive fast?: NO
Have You Ever?
* Liked your voice?: it's alright...but every time i watch a home video i want to punch myself for sounding so high pitched that it sounds like i'm 9.
* Hurt yourself?: not on purpose
* Been out of the country?: yes
* Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes, raw eggs (for money) and taco bell. and just random stuff people dare me to eat
* Been in love?: yes
* Done drugs?: yes
* Gone skinny dipping?: no
* Had a medical emergency?: yes
* Had surgery?: no
* Ran away from home?: i've tried a few times
* Played strip poker?: no
* Gotten beaten up?: sort of, if you count mosh experiences
* Beaten someone up?: sort of (see above)
* Been picked on?: yes
* Been on stage?: yes
* Slept outdoors?: yes-the beach, tents, backyard, trampoline, driveway, etc.
* Thought about suicide?: yeah, when i was going through "that" stage (you know the one) when i was like 15/16
* Pulled an all nighter?: yes...it's really hard for me to go to sleep early
* If yes, what is your record?: i've stayed up for about two days straight, i guess
* Gone one day without food?: yeah, sadly, i've gone like a week without food.
* Talked on the phone all night?: yes
* Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yes
* Slept all day?: definitely
* Killed someone?: no
* Made out with a stranger?: no
* Had sex with a stranger?: no
* Thought you're going crazy?: in a way...when i was younger, i used to wonder if people could read my thoughts lol.
* Been betrayed?: yes
* Had a dream that came true?: yeah...i dreamt my neighbor's cat (that used to be mine) died, and the next day they called and said she died.
* Broken the law?: yes
* Met a famous person?: no
* Have you ever killed an animal by accident? yes :-( i accidentally hit a turtle once, and i cried the rest of the night...
* On purpose?: of course not
* Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yeah
* Stolen anything?: yes
* Been on radio/tv?: yes...once i pretended to be a lesbian with casey and we got on the radio lol...and i've been on tv when they tape football games...you could see me walking in the background lol.
* Been in a mosh-pit?: yes
* Had a nervous breakdown?: not really
* Bungee jumped?: no
* Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
Beliefs
* Belive in life on other planets?: i believe in the possibility of that, yeah
* Miracles?: no, not until i see one (and "no,not until i see it" can be my answer for everything under this section, really)
* Astrology?: no, it's amusing though.
* Magic?: no
* God?: no (unless you count it in a metaphorical sense)
* Satan?: no (see above)
* Santa?: no
* Ghosts?: no
* Luck?: no
* Love at first sight?: no i don't think so
* Witches?: not your stereotypical cast a spell witch, no.
* Easter bunny?: no
* Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
* Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no
* Do you wish on stars?: no
Deep Theological Questions
* Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no, i think they're states of mind based on your choices.
* Do you think God has a gender?: i don't believe in "god", but i think there might be a possibility of a higher being (but no way to tell, so i don't waste my time worrying about it), and if there is, then i would say they are genderless.
* Do you believe in organized religion?: no. and if you want to argue with me on that, i could tell you anything you wanted to know about it.
* Where do you think we go when we die?: the only place i'm sure of is the ground. other then that, i don't know.
Friends
* Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yeah
* Who is your best friend?: reed, the inner core
* Who's the one person that knows most about you?: reed
* What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: um...i'm not sure actually.
* Who's your longest known friend?: god, i'm not sure.
* Talking to? no one
* Newest?: hmm i dunno. i guess me and jerry have been bonding a bit lately.
* Shyest?: melissa
* Funniest?: all
* Sweetest?: none lol.
* Smartest?: i'm not sure...grades-wise, me.
* Ditziest?: no one else is ditzy in the group but me lol
* Friends you miss being close to the most?: casey...not that we're not 'close', i just miss talking to her a lot
* Last person you talked to online?: melissa
* Who do you talk to most online?: melissa or tito. my aim doesn't work well here though.
* Who are you on the phone with most?: reed
* Who do you trust most?: reed
* Who listens to your problems?: reed. it's hard for me to open up about my problems though.
* Who do you fight most with?: reed lol
* Who's the nicest?: we all treat each other like shit lol.
* Do you always feel understood?: hmm...not a whole lot...but i don't really care...i think i'm un-understandable.
* Do you trust others easily?: not at all
* Do your friends know you?: yeah to some point
* Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
* Single?: no
* If not, do you want to be?: n/a
* Birthdate: 2/18/86
* Your age: 19
* Age you act: probably around 16 most of the time
* Age you wish you were: hmm...16ish i guess? there's so much stuff i never did while i was underage!
* Eye color: hazel
* Happy with it?: i guess so...wish it had more green in it though.
* Hair color: dyed black, a natural puke light brown/dark blond thing.
* Happy with it?: not the natural color...it's so blah.
* Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty. however, i was left-handed as a kid.
* Your living arrangement: at home, in richmond at vcu during the school year.
* Have any pets?: lily (cat), abby (dog), assorted fish, and my brother has a lizard named "osmosis".
* Piercings?: ears
* Tattoos?: none yet.
* Obsessions?: chapstick, leopard print, the gilmore girls, glitter, hello kitty.
* Addictions?: chapstick, tv, food (kind of sad, i know)
* Do you speak another language?: three years worth of spanish
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it:
* Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: it depends on who and what i'm tolerating, i guess. for example, if you're religious, i don't care, but if you're going to condemn me for not being, then no, i'm not tolerant of you.
* Do you have any secrets?: a few here and there. nothing major.
* Do you hate yourself?: i'm tot' awe'.
* Do you like your handwriting?: it's okay...i used to try and change it when i was younger.
* Do you have any bad habits?: yes...um...interrupting people, being loud at inappropriate times, day dreaming, etc. but i don't, like, bite my nails or anything.
* If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: hmm. i don't know. i've sat here for five minutes thinking about it though.
* What's your biggest fear?: dying a lonely old woman.
* Can you sing?: not that well...i used to be in every play/musical/choir/etc when i was a kid though.
* Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: not really.
* Are you a loner?: i can be, i guess. i think at heart i am, in a way. not that i like to be alone all the time, but i'm always the "different" one set apart from any group.
* If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yes
* Are you a daredevil?: no
* Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: there's stuff that i dislike...but i wouldn't go as far as hate or fear.
* Are you passive or aggressive?: ...more aggressive.
* Do you have a journal?: this one, and i have a lot of notebooks that i write in on the occasion.
* What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength-ability to think for myself, weakness-i have a horrible horrible temper
* Do you think you are emotionally strong?: most of the time.
* Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: the only stuff i regret is like...i dunno...if i said something to reed that he didn't deserve and it hurt him. i regret not doing a LOT of stuff.
* Do you think life has been good so far?: generally good
* What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: how to rely on myself
* What do you like the most about your body?: big ass, big boobs.
* Do you think you are good looking?: ehhh...sometimes. i don't really care that much anymore lol.
* Are you confident?: the majority of the time
* Are you perceived wrongly?: all. the. time.
Do You...
* Smoke?: no
* Do drugs?: yes
* Read the newspaper?: every now and then
* Pray?: no
* Go to church?: my family "makes" me
* Talk to strangers who IM you?: i usually try to make up weird stuff to try and ward them off, yet it somehow turns back around to their enticement. i.e. diane.
* Sleep with stuffed animals?: i sleep with a body pillow
* Take walks in the rain?: not normally.
* Talk to people even though you hate them?: if i do, i won't say that much to them.
* Drive?: yeah
* Like to drive fast?: NO
Have You Ever?
* Liked your voice?: it's alright...but every time i watch a home video i want to punch myself for sounding so high pitched that it sounds like i'm 9.
* Hurt yourself?: not on purpose
* Been out of the country?: yes
* Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes, raw eggs (for money) and taco bell. and just random stuff people dare me to eat
* Been in love?: yes
* Done drugs?: yes
* Gone skinny dipping?: no
* Had a medical emergency?: yes
* Had surgery?: no
* Ran away from home?: i've tried a few times
* Played strip poker?: no
* Gotten beaten up?: sort of, if you count mosh experiences
* Beaten someone up?: sort of (see above)
* Been picked on?: yes
* Been on stage?: yes
* Slept outdoors?: yes-the beach, tents, backyard, trampoline, driveway, etc.
* Thought about suicide?: yeah, when i was going through "that" stage (you know the one) when i was like 15/16
* Pulled an all nighter?: yes...it's really hard for me to go to sleep early
* If yes, what is your record?: i've stayed up for about two days straight, i guess
* Gone one day without food?: yeah, sadly, i've gone like a week without food.
* Talked on the phone all night?: yes
* Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yes
* Slept all day?: definitely
* Killed someone?: no
* Made out with a stranger?: no
* Had sex with a stranger?: no
* Thought you're going crazy?: in a way...when i was younger, i used to wonder if people could read my thoughts lol.
* Been betrayed?: yes
* Had a dream that came true?: yeah...i dreamt my neighbor's cat (that used to be mine) died, and the next day they called and said she died.
* Broken the law?: yes
* Met a famous person?: no
* Have you ever killed an animal by accident? yes :-( i accidentally hit a turtle once, and i cried the rest of the night...
* On purpose?: of course not
* Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yeah
* Stolen anything?: yes
* Been on radio/tv?: yes...once i pretended to be a lesbian with casey and we got on the radio lol...and i've been on tv when they tape football games...you could see me walking in the background lol.
* Been in a mosh-pit?: yes
* Had a nervous breakdown?: not really
* Bungee jumped?: no
* Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
Beliefs
* Belive in life on other planets?: i believe in the possibility of that, yeah
* Miracles?: no, not until i see one (and "no,not until i see it" can be my answer for everything under this section, really)
* Astrology?: no, it's amusing though.
* Magic?: no
* God?: no (unless you count it in a metaphorical sense)
* Satan?: no (see above)
* Santa?: no
* Ghosts?: no
* Luck?: no
* Love at first sight?: no i don't think so
* Witches?: not your stereotypical cast a spell witch, no.
* Easter bunny?: no
* Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
* Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no
* Do you wish on stars?: no
Deep Theological Questions
* Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no, i think they're states of mind based on your choices.
* Do you think God has a gender?: i don't believe in "god", but i think there might be a possibility of a higher being (but no way to tell, so i don't waste my time worrying about it), and if there is, then i would say they are genderless.
* Do you believe in organized religion?: no. and if you want to argue with me on that, i could tell you anything you wanted to know about it.
* Where do you think we go when we die?: the only place i'm sure of is the ground. other then that, i don't know.
Friends
* Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yeah
* Who is your best friend?: reed, the inner core
* Who's the one person that knows most about you?: reed
* What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: um...i'm not sure actually.
* Who's your longest known friend?: god, i'm not sure.
* Talking to? no one
* Newest?: hmm i dunno. i guess me and jerry have been bonding a bit lately.
* Shyest?: melissa
* Funniest?: all
* Sweetest?: none lol.
* Smartest?: i'm not sure...grades-wise, me.
* Ditziest?: no one else is ditzy in the group but me lol
* Friends you miss being close to the most?: casey...not that we're not 'close', i just miss talking to her a lot
* Last person you talked to online?: melissa
* Who do you talk to most online?: melissa or tito. my aim doesn't work well here though.
* Who are you on the phone with most?: reed
* Who do you trust most?: reed
* Who listens to your problems?: reed. it's hard for me to open up about my problems though.
* Who do you fight most with?: reed lol
* Who's the nicest?: we all treat each other like shit lol.
* Do you always feel understood?: hmm...not a whole lot...but i don't really care...i think i'm un-understandable.
* Do you trust others easily?: not at all
* Do your friends know you?: yeah to some point