...and it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time

[worshipme87]

hmm so wats been going on. letsss seee. well i guess sat was eventful. i scrunged up all my change and ended up w/ 40 dollars i know right im so going shopping. and my mom gave me 20 but well that didnt last long. i spent all of it in one night at jimmys but it was so worth it. people can be nice if u give em a chance. random thought but i realized that. i mean people cant be completly bad right. so i came home tired gave my dad his card and was gonna go to sleep but i want money n i need to shop. im having withdrawls. so i got 50 for washing threee cars. not bad huh. except it took forever n im exhausted but w/e when im trying on clothes tomoro itll have been worth it. tonight me n mel n gretch went to see batman which was surprisingly very good. and alicia said i looked like katie holmes. shes sweet but yeah right. n i came home n pigged out on cake and im planning on going to sleep verrry soon bc i havnt had much of that.

ps i loveee my friends

ok that is all

so i wont give up
no i wont break down
sooner then it seems life turns around
and i will be strong
even when it all goes wrong...