Jan 02, 2005 01:11
mm yes a whole new year! a new beginning....but is it? i mean its just another day. nothings gonna change. i'll still be me and everyone else will still be themselves. i mean sure, 2004 is gone but it doesnt rilly mean that much. this year is gonna be w/e u make out of it so make it good!
so new years eve i saw many people i havnt seen in a while. some i enjoyed seeing, some i could have done w/out and some i didnt care either way. i got to spend it w/ my girls who by the way r extremly awesome lol even though a few did their own thing but its all good! and i didnt see one at all and shes mad at me but she knows i love the poo out of her and im sry and im lost w/out her!:( mm n one person wasnt there phil! it wasnt the same w/out u baby!
and i hope everyone else had fun! i think ive broken 5 of my resolutions so far but hey i didnt think it would last neway. im rilly disapointed in myself. it seems the more i try to forget him i think about him. im trying i am. i duno i guess it'll pass. neway school monday n i have 4 totally new classes so i guess thats good? i duno but def not looking forward to it. but all good things must come to an end. and after all mardi gras 2005 is right around the courner:) and what? class of 006? i think so!
so yeah im hoping this year has a lot to offer but im not expecting nething. w/e happens happens.
happy new years baby!