honestly...
So I'm not really sure why I still write in this thing because no one ever reads it...but what the heck. I don't want to blog on myspace because it seems as if everyone would read it. whatever, I don't know.
anyway, to the point. So, what do you do when you feel like God has called you to something but you're not sure if its now? What do you do when you have an opportunity of a lifetime, but you aren't sure if you should take it? What do you do when you world gets turned upside down and you're not really sure what on earth you are doing anymore?
It's like I know there are things God watns me to do, but I have no idea how they are going to happen or when. And I wish I knew that. But I don't. I have to trust that God has a plan. But sometimes, okay make that a lot of times, I just have a really hard time hearing his voice. I'm not really sure what I should do with that. I'm not sure if its me, or him, or something else. I just don't know. And I feel like sleeping. But that's the same as running away. And I hate running.
anyway, to the point. So, what do you do when you feel like God has called you to something but you're not sure if its now? What do you do when you have an opportunity of a lifetime, but you aren't sure if you should take it? What do you do when you world gets turned upside down and you're not really sure what on earth you are doing anymore?
It's like I know there are things God watns me to do, but I have no idea how they are going to happen or when. And I wish I knew that. But I don't. I have to trust that God has a plan. But sometimes, okay make that a lot of times, I just have a really hard time hearing his voice. I'm not really sure what I should do with that. I'm not sure if its me, or him, or something else. I just don't know. And I feel like sleeping. But that's the same as running away. And I hate running.