burn it backwards
well. i can't tell if im getting depressed. i've been off 3 of my major medications for more than a month. prozac, wellbutrin, and aderall. in most ways i feel great. except this fucking bruised bone in my heal. and the deep voids of regret that swim in my head. i'm only human. but i can't tell anymore. it's not exactly depression. it's not being able to relax. i'm way better at it in many ways. but it seems i'll never be able to release the pressure on my spine. the tenseness my knuckles and shoulders always feel. like im ready to fight always. which i'm not. i've never been in a fight. and the feeling like im always about to puke. all the muscles are ready. nicotine won't help. it only makes my lungs ache every morning.
but like i said. i can't tell. time to get some hobbies. perhaps fishing. with sixers of pabst. or bike riding.
i'm always tired.
but like i said. i can't tell. time to get some hobbies. perhaps fishing. with sixers of pabst. or bike riding.
i'm always tired.