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ok, it's official, life suck!
My aunt just called. During the night my grandmother got even sicker, the nurse has said that she might die any day now. My stomach hurts very much now, and I'm supposed to be in school in a few hours having a seminar, and I haven't done my "homework" yet, was leaving it for this morning since I started so late today :P
But I don't really feel like doing it! All I can think about is my grandmother...
When I was younger I loved to listen to all her stories, she grew up in Finland and my granddad he fought against the Russians (since Finland's biggest problem during WWII and after was Russia and not the Nazi).
She used to tell me all about how they had to hang curtains over the windows in school during the winter. Since it getting dark rather early then, and the risk that the Russians would see their school because of the light through the windows. I loved hearing those stories, and when I was around 15-16 yr old I wanted to write a book about her and her stories, old people have so many stories to tell, they have a whole life to tell. And I wanted to world to hear her story, how she and her family moved to a new country, how she after 12 yrs had to raise 5 kids alone because her husband died...Stuff like that. But I guess it's too late now and I feel like a part of my history, a part of my story is forever gone...
Was supposed to write about Mourinho getting arrested and laugh at that, but I don't really feel up to it..
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about ten minutes after I posted this, my mum called. She's died...
My aunt just called. During the night my grandmother got even sicker, the nurse has said that she might die any day now. My stomach hurts very much now, and I'm supposed to be in school in a few hours having a seminar, and I haven't done my "homework" yet, was leaving it for this morning since I started so late today :P
But I don't really feel like doing it! All I can think about is my grandmother...
When I was younger I loved to listen to all her stories, she grew up in Finland and my granddad he fought against the Russians (since Finland's biggest problem during WWII and after was Russia and not the Nazi).
She used to tell me all about how they had to hang curtains over the windows in school during the winter. Since it getting dark rather early then, and the risk that the Russians would see their school because of the light through the windows. I loved hearing those stories, and when I was around 15-16 yr old I wanted to write a book about her and her stories, old people have so many stories to tell, they have a whole life to tell. And I wanted to world to hear her story, how she and her family moved to a new country, how she after 12 yrs had to raise 5 kids alone because her husband died...Stuff like that. But I guess it's too late now and I feel like a part of my history, a part of my story is forever gone...
Was supposed to write about Mourinho getting arrested and laugh at that, but I don't really feel up to it..
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about ten minutes after I posted this, my mum called. She's died...