Life is Hard
Can't believe I havent blogged in ages.
Suddenly, I feel like doing so cos I wanna express my thoughts. haha.
And I was supposed to write my feelings in my diary and all but it didnt work out cos I'm jus so busy and lazy. I'm so horrid. But I'm just gonna blog here for myself and not for anyone else. Just to make sure my blog is not dead and tht I can express myself.
Ok so here's the deal:
1. The 3 months holiday - I have alot of regrets yet gratefulness for this holiday. Regret= That I was lazy. I had a whole list of stuff that I wanna do but I did some and didnt do most so I was disappointed. :( I was supposed to photoshop pics, write some stuff, gain more knowlege (like read books or something) and practice my guitar. These stuff didnt really happen. And it was a long holiday. 3months! yet I didnt do anything much. I just lazed around alot at home, eating junk and watching tv. So, 3 months wasted. Gratefulness= But all was not lost. Now when I reflected on what I did, I would do anything to have that 3months back. School now is so tiring and irritating. Who wouldn't ever want the 3months hols back?
2. Start of school - BUSY, CROWDED and TIRING. 3 simple words to define school. haha. Ok here are the mods Im taking: NM2208 (visual comms) - basically is a design module. Where we use photoshop and stuff to design things. NO EXAM! But alot of hard work. We have to blog on our design process as well. haha. so check it out. perhaps i will put the link below. NM2220 (media writing) - the mod is basically a journalism mod. they teach us how to write newspaper articles and stuff. NM3224 (culture industries): - the mod talks about the cultural products like TV shows, movies, books etc. and the effects it has on society and everything else in general. I took cultural studies last yr and is even minoring in it so this mod is really useful for me. And the fact that I had experience taking it b4 makes it kinda easier to understand. HY2243 (film & history) - oh yes very interesting module. NO EXAM! But alot of hard work. Basically, each lect, we will discuss on a theme to do with history and after that, a film will be shown relating to it. And we have to post our thoughts on the film on the IVLE forum. And we have projects for each theme. And soon, an essay to write. :S. MS1102E (malay studies): - so far its pretty boring. haha. but the good thing is, since its boring I think that if u just study enough for it, you can do pretty well. Plus its alot of history and sociological concepts which I thnk I can handle so far. The only thing I like about the module is the discussion aspect of it. Discussing the problems arising from the topics makes u think, sharpens your mind. haha.
3. OMS (Original Music Society, my cca) - Recent developments= I'm the media director of OMS. The press team just wrote 2 articles for the Ridge magazine. One baybeats and one green day album review. I wrote the green day one! I'm so proud and happy for that. Can't wait for it to come out.
We just had a welcome tea to welcome the freshies. haha. And the press team managed to get a couple of people in it. So, yay!
The press team went for Baybeats on Friday together. Pretty cool as well.
4. Other non-school stuff - Ok I got no life. haha. And I want to have no life but sometimes there's no choice but have to get involved in life. Meaning, involved in social stuff. Not that I'm not happy. but its really hard to juggle work and play time. I'm really busy. I have sch from Mon-Thurs and end late on Mon&Thurs. I got tuition on Tues and Fri. And i teach my cousin on the weekends. I don't thnk I wanna do tuition nimore next sem. :S. Very tiring. And since its fasting month, so many pple to go iftar (break fast) with. I just met Rina (pri sch fren who I'm still close with) on Friday. We went for the mass iftar thing organized by Muslim Society. haha. And yest and today, I have iftar with family. Yest was at my grandma's hse and today will be at my uncle's hse. Gosh. so many things.
Plus, I felt depressed on Friday. It was a really horrid day for me. A. I sent in my assgn late. but luckily, after emailing my prof, he said he will mark the paper. (so I had such a rushing day in the morning). B. Then, before I left and when I got home, some family feud again! It was a really bad atmosphere and high tensions at my hse. urgh. :( C. I felt sad cos of someone... Yes a guy. He made me disappointed. And I don't wanna care about him anymore. Really. I realised that its high time tht I move on. We seem so different. And I know he doesnt care bout me after that Fri. So, whats e point right! After that, I felt emo bout my other issues. Thinking bout my love life and things abt tht in the past. And suddenly having no life and no one in ur life makes me feel lonely. But i have no time to thnk bout all this. I'm very busy with school. So I'm in a bad predicament. Haiz. I hope things will get better in this aspect. For now, I shall just focus on my studies and if someone comes along the way, den its my luck. Thts how im gonna think.
Ok so back to my studies now. yep yep got an assignment to finish. :(
Suddenly, I feel like doing so cos I wanna express my thoughts. haha.
And I was supposed to write my feelings in my diary and all but it didnt work out cos I'm jus so busy and lazy. I'm so horrid. But I'm just gonna blog here for myself and not for anyone else. Just to make sure my blog is not dead and tht I can express myself.
Ok so here's the deal:
1. The 3 months holiday - I have alot of regrets yet gratefulness for this holiday. Regret= That I was lazy. I had a whole list of stuff that I wanna do but I did some and didnt do most so I was disappointed. :( I was supposed to photoshop pics, write some stuff, gain more knowlege (like read books or something) and practice my guitar. These stuff didnt really happen. And it was a long holiday. 3months! yet I didnt do anything much. I just lazed around alot at home, eating junk and watching tv. So, 3 months wasted. Gratefulness= But all was not lost. Now when I reflected on what I did, I would do anything to have that 3months back. School now is so tiring and irritating. Who wouldn't ever want the 3months hols back?
2. Start of school - BUSY, CROWDED and TIRING. 3 simple words to define school. haha. Ok here are the mods Im taking: NM2208 (visual comms) - basically is a design module. Where we use photoshop and stuff to design things. NO EXAM! But alot of hard work. We have to blog on our design process as well. haha. so check it out. perhaps i will put the link below. NM2220 (media writing) - the mod is basically a journalism mod. they teach us how to write newspaper articles and stuff. NM3224 (culture industries): - the mod talks about the cultural products like TV shows, movies, books etc. and the effects it has on society and everything else in general. I took cultural studies last yr and is even minoring in it so this mod is really useful for me. And the fact that I had experience taking it b4 makes it kinda easier to understand. HY2243 (film & history) - oh yes very interesting module. NO EXAM! But alot of hard work. Basically, each lect, we will discuss on a theme to do with history and after that, a film will be shown relating to it. And we have to post our thoughts on the film on the IVLE forum. And we have projects for each theme. And soon, an essay to write. :S. MS1102E (malay studies): - so far its pretty boring. haha. but the good thing is, since its boring I think that if u just study enough for it, you can do pretty well. Plus its alot of history and sociological concepts which I thnk I can handle so far. The only thing I like about the module is the discussion aspect of it. Discussing the problems arising from the topics makes u think, sharpens your mind. haha.
3. OMS (Original Music Society, my cca) - Recent developments= I'm the media director of OMS. The press team just wrote 2 articles for the Ridge magazine. One baybeats and one green day album review. I wrote the green day one! I'm so proud and happy for that. Can't wait for it to come out.
We just had a welcome tea to welcome the freshies. haha. And the press team managed to get a couple of people in it. So, yay!
The press team went for Baybeats on Friday together. Pretty cool as well.
4. Other non-school stuff - Ok I got no life. haha. And I want to have no life but sometimes there's no choice but have to get involved in life. Meaning, involved in social stuff. Not that I'm not happy. but its really hard to juggle work and play time. I'm really busy. I have sch from Mon-Thurs and end late on Mon&Thurs. I got tuition on Tues and Fri. And i teach my cousin on the weekends. I don't thnk I wanna do tuition nimore next sem. :S. Very tiring. And since its fasting month, so many pple to go iftar (break fast) with. I just met Rina (pri sch fren who I'm still close with) on Friday. We went for the mass iftar thing organized by Muslim Society. haha. And yest and today, I have iftar with family. Yest was at my grandma's hse and today will be at my uncle's hse. Gosh. so many things.
Plus, I felt depressed on Friday. It was a really horrid day for me. A. I sent in my assgn late. but luckily, after emailing my prof, he said he will mark the paper. (so I had such a rushing day in the morning). B. Then, before I left and when I got home, some family feud again! It was a really bad atmosphere and high tensions at my hse. urgh. :( C. I felt sad cos of someone... Yes a guy. He made me disappointed. And I don't wanna care about him anymore. Really. I realised that its high time tht I move on. We seem so different. And I know he doesnt care bout me after that Fri. So, whats e point right! After that, I felt emo bout my other issues. Thinking bout my love life and things abt tht in the past. And suddenly having no life and no one in ur life makes me feel lonely. But i have no time to thnk bout all this. I'm very busy with school. So I'm in a bad predicament. Haiz. I hope things will get better in this aspect. For now, I shall just focus on my studies and if someone comes along the way, den its my luck. Thts how im gonna think.
Ok so back to my studies now. yep yep got an assignment to finish. :(