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day 12.
silvia's heart was essentially cut out. that whole thing of realization, and growth and such... gone. i shouldn't hold onto it, just let it go and work with it. whatevs. i guess. we did a great exercise as five year olds- henrik and me- doing the first meeting/wooing scene. i have found that i can connect to a five year old, but perhaps because 16 is only 2 years off of my age it's harder for me to connect to.
i hate that blonde wig. ughhhh. i don't want to wear it. i wish i didn't have to. i don't even know if all of the makeup and costume change will work... :(
tonight was absolutely wonderful though. the waterfront is gorgeous at night, i'm glad i got to go out there. i drove there and back myself! granted, i followed henrik out so i didn't get lost but i got on the 190 (never done that myself as driver) and then took the 198 to the 33 etc etc. i felt proud, and happy and all sorts of things. we went to the hatch for dinner.
when i was in second grade, i won a limo ride with a few other people and the principal, sister elizabeth, down to the waterfront and we went to the hatch. i remember the set up of the place, and when i walked in to get my food (that i was nearly force fed because i "don't eat"?) it just hit me that this is where i was back in second grade. that was the first time i was ever in a limo, i felt like the coolest kid on the block.
i now have a song to sing and play for the interlude. oh geez. i hope that goes well.
official dress rehearsal tomorrow night. !
silvia's heart was essentially cut out. that whole thing of realization, and growth and such... gone. i shouldn't hold onto it, just let it go and work with it. whatevs. i guess. we did a great exercise as five year olds- henrik and me- doing the first meeting/wooing scene. i have found that i can connect to a five year old, but perhaps because 16 is only 2 years off of my age it's harder for me to connect to.
i hate that blonde wig. ughhhh. i don't want to wear it. i wish i didn't have to. i don't even know if all of the makeup and costume change will work... :(
tonight was absolutely wonderful though. the waterfront is gorgeous at night, i'm glad i got to go out there. i drove there and back myself! granted, i followed henrik out so i didn't get lost but i got on the 190 (never done that myself as driver) and then took the 198 to the 33 etc etc. i felt proud, and happy and all sorts of things. we went to the hatch for dinner.
when i was in second grade, i won a limo ride with a few other people and the principal, sister elizabeth, down to the waterfront and we went to the hatch. i remember the set up of the place, and when i walked in to get my food (that i was nearly force fed because i "don't eat"?) it just hit me that this is where i was back in second grade. that was the first time i was ever in a limo, i felt like the coolest kid on the block.
i now have a song to sing and play for the interlude. oh geez. i hope that goes well.
official dress rehearsal tomorrow night. !