Apr 01, 2009 23:04
Posted on 2006-03-12 18:00:00
"well this entry is me ranting, and pointless.
ive been really unhappy because i feel like i have no one there for me
all i really want is a best friend i feel i dont know if i have one.
i want the friendship to be mutal. how we know were bestfriends and able to
call each other bff. it sounds so dumb. but i want some one's shoulder to cry on.
i wanna come in the front door with our knocking like i lived there and we are sisters.
am i asking for too much? probably. i just one so much than anything. someone to keep my secrets to know that every friday we hang out to eat chinnese and watch a cliche movie.
i hate ranting i want to graduate and throw my cap in the air(if they still do that not sure)right next to my best friend. and maybe go away for the summer. and have no set plan. and not just mention these things. but take action. and rent an apartment and live together. whatever. blah. i hate having these thoughts come to me."
Sigh... I don't know what to say. I'm hopeless.