a time to unwind

[wormseyes]

First of all, i have not updated in forever. Things have been pretty crazy for me lately. I just moved back home, and i cant say that i have anything to complain about right now, it is quite nice. Life on my own was awesome, but then things just got too crazy for me. I am really disapointed in a couple of friends right now, and i dont know how to deal with that, but other than that i think i am doin alright. I'm still working, but i have to get up at 3 in the morn to go to work in grand rapids, hopefully i can find a job closer or in town, that would be wonderful. I am applying for a job at ferris to be an assisstant in the gallery. I would love that, its now quite full time, but the job sounds amazing, and plus i would be doing something that i love. Over the past 3 months i have realized just how fast i am growing up, and thats a scary thing, but at the same time it is kind of rewarding in a weird way. It is just crazy to me, seeing everyone doing their own thing, and how things just meld in life. Everyone seems to be doing new things in life, its exciting, i just hope i dont loose touch of friends that i care about, that would be the worst thing that could happen.
I'm just sittin home this afternoon, it is still kinda icky outside, but its not really bothering me. It is sad that the only one thing i can rely on is the O.C., yes i guess im hooked, and its on tonight, so im excited. I always end up watching it by myself, but thats alright i guess. If only most all things in life could be as constant as the o.c. i would be happy, but really the only constant in life is change. That is one thing i have learned lately.
I bought the ren and stimpy show seasons one and two today, so that is exciting, i forgot just how crazy that show is.
I miss some friends right now... where you at fools you know who you are. Love.