I'm Done. Through
I am done. I am done trying. I am through putting effort towards things that I don't receive any reward or reciporcal action from. I am done trying to walk on eggshells with people, when they don't really give a care whether I am breathing or not. I am done. I am tired of super-sensitive people. It is like they whine and whine and I am sitting there listening and digesting all of their whining,and I just feel like saying "Bitch, I got problems, too." I don't thrust my problems onto others, cuz people are in shitholes, just like I am, and honestly, do they really give a flying fuck about what Joe Blow said to you about the new bedsheets you brought? Funny thing is that stress from work and the choir is not that bad. It is the other shit.
I am just feeling worn down and weary about life in general. More so than ever too. It is strange; I catch myself watching movies, sports, etc. and I drift off to la la land. It is like I just wanna get away. But I am not a risk taker. Every thing I do is calculated. Always been that way. Now I have done some spontateous acts, but they were always safe, secure acts. I need to risk something for my dream. It is now or never.
I am just feeling worn down and weary about life in general. More so than ever too. It is strange; I catch myself watching movies, sports, etc. and I drift off to la la land. It is like I just wanna get away. But I am not a risk taker. Every thing I do is calculated. Always been that way. Now I have done some spontateous acts, but they were always safe, secure acts. I need to risk something for my dream. It is now or never.