i never want to sleep

Sep 06, 2008 05:30

I hate sleep. Hate it. Would that I could have my way, I'd never do it.

Rest is a curse. With each submission I resent my body for failing me yet again.

From my earliest memories I've always preferred to stay awake as long as possible.

Even at my most tired, like now, I resist its draw as long as possible. Most of the time I'm afraid I'll never wake up. Other times I'd just prefer to be awake.

Its never restful to me, sleep. Naps are more my speed. Tiny restful attacks on consciousness vs prolonged helplessness. I am a light sleeper. My disdain for beds that are made is unsettling. Like lying in your grave. It can wait.

Also Crystal ps don't see What Happens in Vegas omg! Wtf!
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