...I like rainbows.
I dunno, I felt like posting.
So today I actually got up, showered, got dressed and sat down with the full intention of actually doing homework for once. Then Staci pops up on MSN and my dad calls and asks if I want to go see Gridiron Gang with him, then mom calls and gives me a list of chores. I end up going to the movie, coming home to do the dishes and grab my stuff, then head over to my dad's house to complete my homework for English. I end up watching TV, mostly. But in the end I did get everything done. All it was was a stupid wanted poster for a character who's existance is complicated and unlogical, most definately hard to describe in two entire paragraphs and 4 personality traits with given evidence. Yet another supposedly simple project turned evil is completed. Huzzah.
On an entirely un-related subject, I'm still trying to figure myself out. Today I took special interest in how I was seeing people, you know, really thinking about it. I saw a girl walking with her boyfriend, she was wearing low-rise jeans, a pink and black studded belt and a green shirt tied up to expose her stomach. She was definately hott, but, I realised, too girly for my tastes.
Ohoho. My tastes. Maybe that's where my confusion lies. Thinking back, I've never been attracted to macho guys, or guys that just look too manly in general. The only boys that ever caught my eye were girly-boys. Boys so feminin their gender is questionable.
But what about girls? Shy girls, maybe. Red heads or brunettes with wavy hair just passed their shoulders. Haha, I sound really picky, but I'm not. It's just a trait that I personally like, not a must.
...anyway. Girls. The reason I often question myself. If I'm bi, then how come I never find myself oggling girls? Because they're too girly! O_____O I don't like their long hair and shiny makeup. Now I think back to that girl I saw at the fair (Staci, you'll remember her). She had super short hair and riding clothes (which was apropriate, as she was leading her horse xD). Seriously, she was amazing. Boyish, but still feminin and pretty.
So maybe that's it.
Haha, I'm wasting your time.
...and mine. I'm going to bed.
So today I actually got up, showered, got dressed and sat down with the full intention of actually doing homework for once. Then Staci pops up on MSN and my dad calls and asks if I want to go see Gridiron Gang with him, then mom calls and gives me a list of chores. I end up going to the movie, coming home to do the dishes and grab my stuff, then head over to my dad's house to complete my homework for English. I end up watching TV, mostly. But in the end I did get everything done. All it was was a stupid wanted poster for a character who's existance is complicated and unlogical, most definately hard to describe in two entire paragraphs and 4 personality traits with given evidence. Yet another supposedly simple project turned evil is completed. Huzzah.
On an entirely un-related subject, I'm still trying to figure myself out. Today I took special interest in how I was seeing people, you know, really thinking about it. I saw a girl walking with her boyfriend, she was wearing low-rise jeans, a pink and black studded belt and a green shirt tied up to expose her stomach. She was definately hott, but, I realised, too girly for my tastes.
Ohoho. My tastes. Maybe that's where my confusion lies. Thinking back, I've never been attracted to macho guys, or guys that just look too manly in general. The only boys that ever caught my eye were girly-boys. Boys so feminin their gender is questionable.
But what about girls? Shy girls, maybe. Red heads or brunettes with wavy hair just passed their shoulders. Haha, I sound really picky, but I'm not. It's just a trait that I personally like, not a must.
...anyway. Girls. The reason I often question myself. If I'm bi, then how come I never find myself oggling girls? Because they're too girly! O_____O I don't like their long hair and shiny makeup. Now I think back to that girl I saw at the fair (Staci, you'll remember her). She had super short hair and riding clothes (which was apropriate, as she was leading her horse xD). Seriously, she was amazing. Boyish, but still feminin and pretty.
So maybe that's it.
Haha, I'm wasting your time.
...and mine. I'm going to bed.