...can't sleep.
Luckily for me, I'm alone in the diner, so I can sit at the booth where there's more room.
I'm feeling really alone. D:
I have no idea why this sorta depressing feeling just hit me now, but I guess it's just a combination of things.
For one, this world doesn't have any real... I dunno, recognizable characters in here.
I mean, there's
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That and well... my job here is the job I've ALWAYS wanted - talking about Asian art. Back home, this was the one job they'd never let me have, and here... they're more than happy to. I can babble on about Sesshu Toyo and Hokusai and Hiroshige and the Bunjinga and the block-print makers and Buddhas all day long.
And sometimes, love, you gotta take a chance and jump out into the ocean of worlds. Life... life is about more than a paying job, sometimes. That's why I think I have to go to Traverse. I could seriously live here in Not!DC forever, but I know that it's not really my home.
I've... hell. I spent my entire life looking at the stars and praying for an adventure. now that I'm in one it's not all roses, it's as dark and scary and horrifying as real life but... somehow... some way, it makes more sense. It feels like I'm part of something greater.
... Beh, you prolly don't want to hear this anyway ^_^;
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I think that this place is to me how DC is to you -- I absolutely love it here.
Maybe sometime I'll go see if Kiki's world, from Kiki's Delivery Service, exists. Or maybe Ingary, from Howl's Moving Castle.
But for now, my living situation is pretty good.
I've never been much of an adventurer, myself. :3 I find contentment in small things. So I don't think I'd head to, hell, Sparta, to hang with Leonidas. If that world even existed, anyways. Even though it would be really fun. I don't need epic stuffs. :D
Thanks for commenting, anyways. <3 The smallest amount of support really helps.
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