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First: And I'm... home. At last.
Ugh.
It's so weird. I've been to other worlds; I've fought creatures of darkness and shadow; I've traveled, I've fought, I've bled, and yet...
It took going to another country on my own world to break me?
But you know, I think I understand now what it was. Out there, out among the stars, I could communicate. Even in a place I didn't understand, I was able to connect, to understand, to live, to help, to aid; I was somebody.
Here... I was nobody. I couldn't communicate, I couldn't even make friends. I was abandoned and alone and...
And...
I can't let this get to me. I just... I can't. I mustn't.
I have to be strong. I have to walk on.
Still... here, I'm walking this path, I'm... what the hell am I doing? I'm becoming an English major because I couldn't STAND East Asian Studies anymore, because Japan was such a mistake and because it hurt me so badly. I'm an English major solely because I want to perfect my ability to write, to communicate. But I have no career thoughts, no options...
And all I want to do, all I want to do is go back to the stars, to find my ship and fly away...
It doesn't matter anymore.
Third: Ryuu was walking.
She always walked when her head was full of words and her heart full of doubts. Walking was the only way to clear her head, to uplift her heart. Each step purified; each movement was closer to some sort of clarity.
She walked, breathing the cold March air, closing her eyes and just breathing. She walked up the many stairs of her school, walked past the library and to the garden, and then leaned on the railing overlooking the field.
"More than this... there must be something more than all this..."
She felt something was coming. She wasn't sure what, but there was a fire in her blood and a stirring that felt... she wasn't sure. She wasn't sure if she should be elated, or afraid.
Something was moving. Something was turning, something was changing.
But then, she felt that a lot. And it was probably just another damn false alarm.
"Bleh," she mumbled. "No point, no purpose."
That said, she wandered back to the campus proper, making a mental note to finally start working on her homework...
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