Poem-Can't Have What I Need
Poem information written when I wrote the poem: I feel as if I must struggle through everything alone, because it will make me stronger. I can not afford to be weak, because only the strong will survive. "You" refers to people in general.
Created by Ashley on Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Twisted into a state of dellusion
Screaming thoughts entering my mind
What once was complete, loses its core
Sense of direction, gone and lost
The path isn't so clear now
White walls I see, surrounding me
Limit my creativity, crushing my spirit
Lock me up, I am crazy
Can't control myself, acting on impulse
Keep me trapped here
I am already trapped in my head
Chain me down, I can't escape
The room gets smaller
Air constricted, friends gone now
The ceiling desecending toward my brain
Floor turns into water
And I am drowning, can't swim
This is killing me, doing me in
Were my words so harsh
My punishments so cruel
Did I hurt so many, I became the fool
Nobody cares, nobody sees
That I am somewhat in tact
Yet I am being destroyed completely
You have your own lives to live, ignore me
Some way I will make it through
Don't worry about the weak
For the strong are the ones who will survive
And I wanna struggle through
It will make me stronger, I don't need you
Yes, I am cold and sad as well
But nobody will stay
And I can't assume that they will
I trust you, but still
You have your own wounds to tend to
Your own problems to deal with
And my fate is decided by me
I will do exactly as I please
I reject help now
And I reject your fears
I am not needed here
Just leave me
Allow me to be alone
Because although I care
I can't show it
Can't show that I need you
For it makes me weak if I do
Makes me bleed from everything in me
To make you go through something that is mine to bear
But do you care enough
To break through the walls that surround my heart
The ones that encage me
Created by Ashley on Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Twisted into a state of dellusion
Screaming thoughts entering my mind
What once was complete, loses its core
Sense of direction, gone and lost
The path isn't so clear now
White walls I see, surrounding me
Limit my creativity, crushing my spirit
Lock me up, I am crazy
Can't control myself, acting on impulse
Keep me trapped here
I am already trapped in my head
Chain me down, I can't escape
The room gets smaller
Air constricted, friends gone now
The ceiling desecending toward my brain
Floor turns into water
And I am drowning, can't swim
This is killing me, doing me in
Were my words so harsh
My punishments so cruel
Did I hurt so many, I became the fool
Nobody cares, nobody sees
That I am somewhat in tact
Yet I am being destroyed completely
You have your own lives to live, ignore me
Some way I will make it through
Don't worry about the weak
For the strong are the ones who will survive
And I wanna struggle through
It will make me stronger, I don't need you
Yes, I am cold and sad as well
But nobody will stay
And I can't assume that they will
I trust you, but still
You have your own wounds to tend to
Your own problems to deal with
And my fate is decided by me
I will do exactly as I please
I reject help now
And I reject your fears
I am not needed here
Just leave me
Allow me to be alone
Because although I care
I can't show it
Can't show that I need you
For it makes me weak if I do
Makes me bleed from everything in me
To make you go through something that is mine to bear
But do you care enough
To break through the walls that surround my heart
The ones that encage me