Self Pity, Basically

[worldprotector]

People are so freaking stupid.

Oh another note: WHY do yall hate me so much? (not talking to everyone with that question)....

God, I hate being alone, so I try to reach out to people on here and then they are mean to me and s**t....GOD!!

Maybe my friend is right, maybe I DON'T matter.

Poem ATTEMPT:
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Hear me talking to you
What do you think
When I say I am sad
Do you care
Saying it isn't all that bad
That your life is worse
Or I'm overdramatic
I am so hurt
But nobody sees
I'm insecure
I need support
I'm lonely
Why do you have to attack me
Why was I chosen as the punching bag?
Is it fair, is it fair?
Life isn't fair
So criticise my words
Tell me it doesn't even matter if I am here
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God, apparently I SUCK at everything!!
Why do people hate me? Why? What did I do wrong?
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Another poem attempt:

Your words cut me deeply
Knife resting in my lungs
Can you see it is breaking me in half?
But you say more and the blade grows thicker
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F**k it!! Just quit hurting me!!