Worried About Something Stupid
Originally I was going to post this to a community, but oh well I don't think I will....
SEX related question:
Okay, I have had text sex with this person before, but today when we were having text sex, he just left...does that mean I was boring or his phone died? Or did he get mad at me?....
And right now I am thinking about my ex girlfriend and I MISS her...even though she played so many games and played with my heart and hurt me multiple times...I just want things to be okay between us and I don't think they ever will be again....
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Attempt at a poem/song
I'm I losing my touch
This is just too much
It just doesn't feel right
You messing with my life
Calling me names
And the dredful things you say
I love you
But should I just walk away
It seems like you need me
Maybe I should stay
You have changed
But part of you is the same
And you're not mine
But I give you so much time
Will a hug heal my cries?
Will a compliment fix all the bad things you have said?
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K, that wasn't really good, but at least I got it out. It was about someone else....
Anyway, I feel kind of tangled up, caught in a web...
_________________
You're the spider
And I am the bug
You want dead
__________________
I feel like writing alot, which is part of why I didn't post this to a community.
But oh well whatever. I don't really know what else to say.
Laters, everyone...
SEX related question:
Okay, I have had text sex with this person before, but today when we were having text sex, he just left...does that mean I was boring or his phone died? Or did he get mad at me?....
And right now I am thinking about my ex girlfriend and I MISS her...even though she played so many games and played with my heart and hurt me multiple times...I just want things to be okay between us and I don't think they ever will be again....
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Attempt at a poem/song
I'm I losing my touch
This is just too much
It just doesn't feel right
You messing with my life
Calling me names
And the dredful things you say
I love you
But should I just walk away
It seems like you need me
Maybe I should stay
You have changed
But part of you is the same
And you're not mine
But I give you so much time
Will a hug heal my cries?
Will a compliment fix all the bad things you have said?
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K, that wasn't really good, but at least I got it out. It was about someone else....
Anyway, I feel kind of tangled up, caught in a web...
_________________
You're the spider
And I am the bug
You want dead
__________________
I feel like writing alot, which is part of why I didn't post this to a community.
But oh well whatever. I don't really know what else to say.
Laters, everyone...