Jun 24, 2010 18:34
K, so my girl broke up with me. Fuck her. She just wants to play with people's hearts anyway. She really missed out. I love her so much, but she doesn't know how to treat people right. But I am so mad at her right now, I would probably phyiscally attack her if I saw her...I'm thinking up all kinds of fun ways to punish her for what she did to me.
K, so now I am going to make an ANGER/Ect to do list:
1. Get more friends with benefits-Guys and Girls
2. Tear something apart
3. Get revenge
4. Damn it, can't think of anything else.
I probably WON'T get revenge. For one thing I am not really sure how I would go about it. For another, it wouldn't really solve anything. For another, I really do care about her, even though she hurt me so many times. It is just fun to think about screwing someone over that has screwed you over. It is fun to think up ways to destroy people, like they destroyed you. But physical pain probably wouldn't hurt her LIKE she hurt me, because she hurt me emotionally.
Mainly this was just to make me feel better. I want to write a really graphic, hatful poem right now about hurting people...well A PERSON, but it will probably progress into multiple people....I guess I could try that now....GRAPHIC BLOOD/GORE WARNING
Chain you up by your neck
Blood flowing freely out of you
But I can still hear you breathe
Kicking you in the gut
Look what you've done to me
Gunna cut your eyes in half
While they are still in your head
You hurt my heart
So now you will wind up dead
Your blood on my hands
Nobody is sad
Everyone is greatful
That such a hateful bitch
Got filled with lead
No need for the coffin
I'll cremate you instead
So that probably wasn't too good, but oh well. And it WAS just about the one person.
Explicit Adult Content for blood/gore....
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torture,
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