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Well like they expected, they found my grandfathers tumor. Its against his bowels and they cant get it away cause its too risky. Now they are gonna discuss if its possible to give him chemo but i doubt that will do anything. The only good news atm is that his liver and other organs are still clean so far. He has to stay till the end of the month atleast to see if he can eat on his own again and i think they need to do some more tests. He isn't in danger atm or anything so my parents arent gonna come over yet.
Other then that I have been really busy lately. also stuff preparing for my job, I seriously can't wait to start <3 After studying for it so hard I really realized that its what I want. And not everyone can do the work they want so I consider myself really lucky :)
My bro is moving in for a week soon. Need to make room in the guestroom since some clotheclosets are still standing there all overfilled XD I hope we wont kill eachother but I guess its gonna be fine.
After days of rain its getting warmer again finally. We even had hail o__o Now that its dry I can be a lot more out again and doing stuff with friends and or horses. Also hoping my friend gets on soon as he is still somewhat missing lol.
Maybe I should email again but i dont wanna sound stalkerish XD Just when people aren't around I guess you realize how much you like talking to them, though i already knew that >>
I hope you all have a good day :o
Coldplay - "Fix You"
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
When high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
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Well like they expected, they found my grandfathers tumor. Its against his bowels and they cant get it away cause its too risky. Now they are gonna discuss if its possible to give him chemo but i doubt that will do anything. The only good news atm is that his liver and other organs are still clean so far. He has to stay till the end of the month atleast to see if he can eat on his own again and i think they need to do some more tests. He isn't in danger atm or anything so my parents arent gonna come over yet.
Other then that I have been really busy lately. also stuff preparing for my job, I seriously can't wait to start <3 After studying for it so hard I really realized that its what I want. And not everyone can do the work they want so I consider myself really lucky :)
My bro is moving in for a week soon. Need to make room in the guestroom since some clotheclosets are still standing there all overfilled XD I hope we wont kill eachother but I guess its gonna be fine.
After days of rain its getting warmer again finally. We even had hail o__o Now that its dry I can be a lot more out again and doing stuff with friends and or horses. Also hoping my friend gets on soon as he is still somewhat missing lol.
Maybe I should email again but i dont wanna sound stalkerish XD Just when people aren't around I guess you realize how much you like talking to them, though i already knew that >>
I hope you all have a good day :o
Coldplay - "Fix You"
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
When high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you