coooold
weeeeeeee, I am cold o_o;;; and yes I am aware of the fact that it's summer (sits here all curled up in a blanket)
Well joy to the events of the last few days really. First of all my mom and dad FINALLY moved to Tampa :DDD Sure I'l miss them, however they were looking really forward to it but cause of the bad news about my granddad they were thinking about delaying it. But yeah they left tuesday so thats good :p
Got into an arguement with a friend of mine, He decided to help me on some points I really didnt appreciate, however it didnt just involve me. Meh I hate stuff like this ._. First you feel like you can trust someone then it gets broken off. I need time to get over it I guess, meh oh well >.>
So like I went on walking over the beach yesterday, training for the Nijmegen Vierdaagse, which basically is a festival where you have to walk 30/40 km a day. Me, Vienna and Laurens are doing it all 3, so we train together and gonna walk together too, when we were on 3/4 miles Laurens decided it was too hot and ran right into the sea, unfortunately he dragged me with him and since i was wearing normal jeans I got uberly wet ;-; Oh well I was dry again almost instantly but I guess I still got a cold or something cause I'm not feeling well at all atm. Slept 2 hours but woke up feeling miserable, so going to bed pretty soon again.
went on walking my dog and found a baby hedgehog ^^; so cute
anyway
"Absence Of Fear"
Inside my skin there is this space
It twists and turns
It bleeds and aches
Inside my heart there's an empty room
It's waiting for lightning
It's waiting for you
And I am wanting
And I am needing you here
Inside the absence of fear
Muscle and sinew
Velvet and stone
This vessel is haunted
It creaks and moans
My bones call to you
In their separate skin
I make myself translucent
To let you in, for
I am wanting
And I am needing of you here
Inside the absence of fear
there is this hunger
This restlessness inside of me
and it knows that you're no stranger
you're my gravity
My hands will adore you through all darkness aim
They will lay you out in moonlight
And reinvent your name
For I am wanting you
And I am needing you here
I need you near
Inside the absence of fear
<3 that song
Well joy to the events of the last few days really. First of all my mom and dad FINALLY moved to Tampa :DDD Sure I'l miss them, however they were looking really forward to it but cause of the bad news about my granddad they were thinking about delaying it. But yeah they left tuesday so thats good :p
Got into an arguement with a friend of mine, He decided to help me on some points I really didnt appreciate, however it didnt just involve me. Meh I hate stuff like this ._. First you feel like you can trust someone then it gets broken off. I need time to get over it I guess, meh oh well >.>
So like I went on walking over the beach yesterday, training for the Nijmegen Vierdaagse, which basically is a festival where you have to walk 30/40 km a day. Me, Vienna and Laurens are doing it all 3, so we train together and gonna walk together too, when we were on 3/4 miles Laurens decided it was too hot and ran right into the sea, unfortunately he dragged me with him and since i was wearing normal jeans I got uberly wet ;-; Oh well I was dry again almost instantly but I guess I still got a cold or something cause I'm not feeling well at all atm. Slept 2 hours but woke up feeling miserable, so going to bed pretty soon again.
went on walking my dog and found a baby hedgehog ^^; so cute
anyway
"Absence Of Fear"
Inside my skin there is this space
It twists and turns
It bleeds and aches
Inside my heart there's an empty room
It's waiting for lightning
It's waiting for you
And I am wanting
And I am needing you here
Inside the absence of fear
Muscle and sinew
Velvet and stone
This vessel is haunted
It creaks and moans
My bones call to you
In their separate skin
I make myself translucent
To let you in, for
I am wanting
And I am needing of you here
Inside the absence of fear
there is this hunger
This restlessness inside of me
and it knows that you're no stranger
you're my gravity
My hands will adore you through all darkness aim
They will lay you out in moonlight
And reinvent your name
For I am wanting you
And I am needing you here
I need you near
Inside the absence of fear
<3 that song