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well, fuck.
my ex emailed me this afternoon telling me how i fucked up our relationship.
not gonna lie he sounded a tad insecure.
telling me about this new girl. amber. how great she is.
how he never lie to her like he had to for me.
etc.
almost cried and then i realized it's such a waste of life.
he can go about thinking i fucked it up.
by that time i think it was pretty dead for him anyway.
fuck it, gonna get CUH-RUNK.
maybe get some acid.
maybe end up crying.
i guess..
idk.
i dont think love is real.
you can be attatched to anyone you want to.
sarah h and i made a pact to just try to have some fucking FUN.
and we will.