stay above water, get in the water, drink it
and breathe at the same time
take your shirt, roll up your sleeve, tap on your vein
prepare to dream
swimming in and out of space
dyskrasia
do you wanna be on what i feel?
[-kidney thieves-]
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so i just popped out of surgery.
lookit what they shoved in my lip [!]:
anyway
today was bogus.
felt way too alone.
[bitchingggg]
i'm skipping out on tomorrow.
watch movies and just...be my usual self.
emo or whatever you fucking call it these days.
mom bought me some sewing stuff.
so i have 'something to do' at dads.
i feel ungrateful.
i put faith in things that
disappear in hats