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omg.......holy fuck i have to give my horse away...hes crazy, there's something wrong with his brain...i want to crawl up in a hole and die. I found out on friday but it just hit me...im gonna go to the barn one day and latte wont be there....holy fuck....oh my god...i wish i could fall asleep and live in dreamland where nothing bad every happens....i wish my mind could block out everything bad...omg i hate this....why cant i cry? i guess that saying "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger"...if im stronger from all my fights with latte then why do i feel so dead? am i alive still? help me please...i need help
is this called shock? not being able to cry but feeling empty and dead? someone needs to tell me what to feel...i dont need this....not now...thats twice this week...i dont need to be hurt again...why does it hurt so much? someone take this pain away...
is this called shock? not being able to cry but feeling empty and dead? someone needs to tell me what to feel...i dont need this....not now...thats twice this week...i dont need to be hurt again...why does it hurt so much? someone take this pain away...