Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures

[world_weary]

What is it with Senora Hernandez and sending me to the counselor's office?! This is the second time she's done this in three weeks. I'm not a person with "problems". Ok, scratch that. Yes, I am... but that's beyond the point. My problems are shared with my closest and i repeat CLOSEST friends. I hate reiterating myself but I'm stoical, and yet, with a few people, I open up. I'm no longer a closed book. These people hear all i have to say, yet they still stick with me, and they still Heart me! I've told three people the reason why Senora send me to my couselor... well, I told three people the WHOLE truth. 2 of those, because they are my closest friends and I TRUST them, and the third because I had lied when I first told her about it. Well, it was a white lie. But I have guilt issues, which makes me a horrible liar, so I had to tell the truth, even though I didn't want to, so I HAD to Trust her and tell her but only for those 5 min and then I didn't trust her (which makes no sense if you think about it). Ama and I have decided that I must work on that. So I told her and that was that.

WHY DO YOU PEOPLE INSIST ON LULLING ME INTO COMPLACENCY?!?!?! I don't get it! Do you enjoy hurting me?! Am I that much of a easy prey?

Last Thought:
Learn from love,
Grow from love,
SCREW THE WORLD!