I wear his heart on my sleeve, literally. How does something so sweet turn sour?

Mar 26, 2006 21:32

Part 1-

So I really had fun Friday night. I ended up hanging out with Danica in Stittsville. We went to her boyfriend Jamies friends house for some poker, drinks and fun.

The drink of the night was beer. 6 tall can beers to be exact. Had a lot of fun just chilling, lost at poker but not a big deal.

I met a boy.His name is Alex. One of Jamies close friends. I swear sweetest thing of my life. He made a heart out of a piece of paper and zipped it into my sleeve and was like "you now wear my heart on your sleeve". I thought wow this guy is really sweet.

I went downstairs to the bathroom and I hear a knock at the door and it was Alex asking if I was almost done so I finished going to the bathroom unlocked the door so he could come in as I was washing my hands. ( I know you think this is going to be dirty, lol but really not at all) He finishes doing his business, washes his hands then we just start talking.

He stops all of a sudden, looks at me, smiles then goes in for a kiss. I swear best kiss I have had in such a long time. OMG. Of course, since the kiss was so good it led to more kissing but thats understandable,lol. Thats where it ended nothing further went on. Totally PG.

The only thing that ruined that moment was the fact that people honestly thought we were having sex in there. Excuse me no.You could not be more wrong. I gave him my email and a kiss goodbye since it was 4:30am and we wanted to go home and sleep.

Part 2-

Woke up at Danicas Saturday hung over as heck. We did however make a trip to Value Village with her boyfriend Jamie but nothing was bought. Ate at Mickey D's, well I attempted to eat...........so gross, I refuse to eat there any longer. Skipped work because I was so hungover, emailed to let her know though. Used the ever classic sick excuse.

The plan was to drive Jamie and Danica to Boone's house and chill for a little while then bring them to the bar, leave and meet up with my Parks friends at Conroy Pub.

Well we get to Boone's, Alex was there but he totally ignored me. Okay so he turned out to be an asshole, surprise surprise that always happens to me. We leave at 10:30, Danica and Jamie in the backseat and Alex in the front. Yet, now he's talking to me. Let them finish their drinks in my car and we head in. At this point its past 11:00 so I decide to stay. We are there maybe half an hour when Danica and Jamie get into this huge fight.

Throws a drink in his face, slaps him, screams at the top of her lungs at him all while making a scene.
Reason: People are saying hes hitting on her friends and offering to buy them drinks.

No way is he doing this. When she was off talking to people I was with him and he did not hit on anyone he was just talking with his buddies. Of course I can't let her know I'm on his side.

So not only do I not know all her friends I'm basically stuck watching and listening to them fight. Which totally ruined my night on top of seeing Alex flirting with some girl right in front of my face, knowing that I was attracted to him.

I totally got fed up went up to her and said "you know what I'm going home I stayed because you said we were going to have a good time, I didn't know I would have to listen to you 2 fight all night. I could have been having a good time with my Parks friends but instead I have to listen to this crap" Meanwhile, I was sobbing when I said it. I stormed out and drove home.

How could a great Friday night turn into a shitty Saturday?? Especially, since you're with the same people. It puzzles me.

I log onto MSN like 45 minutes ago and who's email do I see.............Alex's!!! Like, honestly what? I didn't expect him to add me at all. Did he have a shitty time with that girl and realize how much of a jerk he was with me? Considering we had a great Friday night. I have yet to talk to him but I will update if something is mentioned that is worth mentioning.

Honestly, I don't know what I'll do if he's wanting to get together. It's the first time in a long while that I have felt something for someone where I had the butterflies and that amazing feeling that you cannot explain.
On the other hand do I want to get involved with someone who treated me like I was a mistake and not worth it.

Really, thats jumping to conclusions because I honestly don't know why he added me and I guess I have to wait to find out.

BOYS ANNOY ME! WHY ARE THEY SO STUPID SOMETIMES?

Hmmmmm........
Kelsey
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