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so im thinking hard about some things. i have so many choices, but im not sure which ones i should pick.
i been thinkin about writtin aaron a christmas card/letter. but i dont kno how to go about it. cuz i dont kno how he is going to respond back to it. especily since we sit next to each other in 6th hr. and i dont want it to be weird.
then there is keim. i dont know wat me and him are right now. i kind of like him but im not sure about that. cuz...well... shit i just dont kno. just our history is like crazyness. he said somethin to me on sunday when we went and chilled, and it made alot of sense. but it scared me.
last time this year, keim was my boyfriend. aaron was a boy i was friends with. i used to wear aarons coat cuz i got cold. we got each other gum for christmas. i got keim a gift card. he got me nothing. now this year, aaron doesnt remember i exist. keim wants me to exist more in his life. dont know wat im doing.
my insomnia is back. i dont know why. but its annoying. also my back is so tense. these are 2 of my stress alerts, but i dont think im stressed about anything.
i been thinkin about writtin aaron a christmas card/letter. but i dont kno how to go about it. cuz i dont kno how he is going to respond back to it. especily since we sit next to each other in 6th hr. and i dont want it to be weird.
then there is keim. i dont know wat me and him are right now. i kind of like him but im not sure about that. cuz...well... shit i just dont kno. just our history is like crazyness. he said somethin to me on sunday when we went and chilled, and it made alot of sense. but it scared me.
last time this year, keim was my boyfriend. aaron was a boy i was friends with. i used to wear aarons coat cuz i got cold. we got each other gum for christmas. i got keim a gift card. he got me nothing. now this year, aaron doesnt remember i exist. keim wants me to exist more in his life. dont know wat im doing.
my insomnia is back. i dont know why. but its annoying. also my back is so tense. these are 2 of my stress alerts, but i dont think im stressed about anything.