Love
I think that for each person, 'love' means something different. Certaintly there are different types of love, but I'm reffering to the love of a significant other. Last night I decided that I didnt' give a fuck anymore about my semi-relationship with Jason. Then today, excuse the proverbial expression, I realized what love is in regards to a relationship. In all my years, I never grasped the concept because of all the abuse. But now that I'm leaving the past behind me, my heart is free to feel what love actually. It's written in the books of Corinthians. It means taking a risk of getting hurt. It means unconditional. It means trust. It means love for oneself to a healthy degree. I don't know why God has revealed this to me in the tumultous time, but He has. I can only pray that its for a positive reason.