Just one of those moods
Anytime I want to write, I want to write something deep and meaningful. But even if I did, it wouldn't mean anything to anyone else.
I have had a really rough 2 weeks. As much as I love my friends, I have had no desire to be around them lately. They are ignorant and careless. Maybe not all of them, but some of them. They are so wrapped up in themselves that is unbearably annoying.
I know many people don't like me, and that's okay because I probably won't see them again after graduation. Though, I will still miss them. I haven't been much for people lately. If I am in a social situation... I am more comfortable with it being one on one interaction. Too many people is irritating.
I've also had a lack of faith lately. I have a desire to do the right thing and make the right choices, and I am completely aware of what those choices are... but I just do not have the energy or the motivation to do it?
I haven't messed up incredibly bad or anything, I just could be making better choices which would have made the past 2 weeks go by a lot smoother.
I talked to a close friend yesterday about what's been bothering me, turns out the same things are bothering them. I don't think anyone has made me feel so good about myself and has reminded me that we are all going through this life with the same eternal goal in mind only many people just have no idea what that goal is or that they are even moving towards it.
Life would not be so hard if we would just be a little more submissive and humble.
We all fight ourselves and anyone who tries to have any authority over us.
It is completely normal to stand up for ourselves, we were born that way...
Choice is something we have had since before the earth began...
"i am just a human being attempting to do what is right but my heart is a little off track." -- ME
Time keeps going. I cannot pause it just so I can take a break and finish it later. Tomorrow will come and all I can do is just get done what I need to today and just go with the flow. I can't go back... so I must push myself to move forward. If I don't take care of things now... I could mess things up for tomorrow.
if you comment..... be nice.
I have had a really rough 2 weeks. As much as I love my friends, I have had no desire to be around them lately. They are ignorant and careless. Maybe not all of them, but some of them. They are so wrapped up in themselves that is unbearably annoying.
I know many people don't like me, and that's okay because I probably won't see them again after graduation. Though, I will still miss them. I haven't been much for people lately. If I am in a social situation... I am more comfortable with it being one on one interaction. Too many people is irritating.
I've also had a lack of faith lately. I have a desire to do the right thing and make the right choices, and I am completely aware of what those choices are... but I just do not have the energy or the motivation to do it?
I haven't messed up incredibly bad or anything, I just could be making better choices which would have made the past 2 weeks go by a lot smoother.
I talked to a close friend yesterday about what's been bothering me, turns out the same things are bothering them. I don't think anyone has made me feel so good about myself and has reminded me that we are all going through this life with the same eternal goal in mind only many people just have no idea what that goal is or that they are even moving towards it.
Life would not be so hard if we would just be a little more submissive and humble.
We all fight ourselves and anyone who tries to have any authority over us.
It is completely normal to stand up for ourselves, we were born that way...
Choice is something we have had since before the earth began...
"i am just a human being attempting to do what is right but my heart is a little off track." -- ME
Time keeps going. I cannot pause it just so I can take a break and finish it later. Tomorrow will come and all I can do is just get done what I need to today and just go with the flow. I can't go back... so I must push myself to move forward. If I don't take care of things now... I could mess things up for tomorrow.
if you comment..... be nice.