deanna nudged me...
so i guess i gotta spill the beans on what's going on in the world of...well...me!
things have been hectic, crazy, nerve racking and abso-fucking-lutly amazing, all at the same time...nuts, i know! for those of you who know, and now for those of you who didn't know, my mom was re-diagnosed with cancer a few months ago...she under went a lymphectomy where they removed 27 lymphnodes in her neck, along with superficial muscle in her neck that was infected with tumor...after she healed from that, she started her preventative treatment of chemo and radiation...that was the source of all of the frustration, her reactions to the treatment...she was in and out of the hospital for most of it and it was taking it's toll on everyone, mainly her...she was having adverse reactions to one of the medications that they were giving her as preventative measures against the radiation and it was landing her in the hospital for weeks at a time...luckily, it will all be over soon! she's on her last week of the radiation and her last chemo threament is monday! let's all cross our fingers for her that this is it! FUCK YOU CANCER!
things in the love department have taken a turn for the BETTER and i couldn't be happier! matthew thomas roles is not only the love of my life, but one of the greatest men that i've had the pleasure to have known...not only is he a good man to me, my friends and my family, but he's just a good person in general, and an amazing dad...for those of you on my myspace, www.myspace.com/saramflevine , you've read blogs about how great he is and how happy i am, not having to compromise myself, my wants, or my needs with him...it's a great feeling to know what love really is, instead of thinking that you know what it is...it's not some bullshit long distance FLOP, it's a fully functioning relationship with a decent, kind hearted, hard working, WONDERFUL MAN who's into the same things as me, shares tons of mutual friends and gets along with everyone in my life...not to mention he's an AMAZING guitarist and singer...especially when he's singing to me :) check out his bands! www.myspace.com/findthemtofightthem and www.myspace.com/middlefingermob
here's a few pics!
things have been hectic, crazy, nerve racking and abso-fucking-lutly amazing, all at the same time...nuts, i know! for those of you who know, and now for those of you who didn't know, my mom was re-diagnosed with cancer a few months ago...she under went a lymphectomy where they removed 27 lymphnodes in her neck, along with superficial muscle in her neck that was infected with tumor...after she healed from that, she started her preventative treatment of chemo and radiation...that was the source of all of the frustration, her reactions to the treatment...she was in and out of the hospital for most of it and it was taking it's toll on everyone, mainly her...she was having adverse reactions to one of the medications that they were giving her as preventative measures against the radiation and it was landing her in the hospital for weeks at a time...luckily, it will all be over soon! she's on her last week of the radiation and her last chemo threament is monday! let's all cross our fingers for her that this is it! FUCK YOU CANCER!
things in the love department have taken a turn for the BETTER and i couldn't be happier! matthew thomas roles is not only the love of my life, but one of the greatest men that i've had the pleasure to have known...not only is he a good man to me, my friends and my family, but he's just a good person in general, and an amazing dad...for those of you on my myspace, www.myspace.com/saramflevine , you've read blogs about how great he is and how happy i am, not having to compromise myself, my wants, or my needs with him...it's a great feeling to know what love really is, instead of thinking that you know what it is...it's not some bullshit long distance FLOP, it's a fully functioning relationship with a decent, kind hearted, hard working, WONDERFUL MAN who's into the same things as me, shares tons of mutual friends and gets along with everyone in my life...not to mention he's an AMAZING guitarist and singer...especially when he's singing to me :) check out his bands! www.myspace.com/findthemtofightthem and www.myspace.com/middlefingermob
here's a few pics!