happy birthday to me...
last night after i got home from a wonderful time at jaxon's ice cream parlor with some of my most favorite girls, shanna and suzi..dave messaged me...we started talking and ended up on the phone..in an attempt to annoy me over and over again, he played tons of RAC and booty rap, hah, i rhymed...then he put on a song that wasn't "our's", but had some meaning for both..i started to tell him how i can't even listen to the song any more and he said that whenever he wanted to get pissed off and ake himself nuts, he'd play that song and think about me singing it for rory, HAH...aparently he was quite jealous...too bad...then he put this song on for me...aparently hank williams, sr. knew that somehow dave mother fuckin' fidler was going to be born into this world and he wrote that song for him specifically...the craziest thing is, when crawford and i were together towards the end of our relationship, he said something to me that stuck in my side for a very long time..."you know, some day you're gonna find a man, and he's going to love you more then life itself...and when the day comes that you get married...i'm going to be standing in the back, crying in the corner"...i thought that man was dave...
I have the invitation that you sent me
You wanted me to see you change your name
I couldn't stand to see you wed another
But dear I hope you're happy just the same
Wedding bells are ringing in the chapel
That should be ringing out for you and me
Down the aisle with someone else you're walking
Those wedding bell will never ring for me
I planned a little cottage in the valley
I even bought a little band of gold
I thought some day I'd place it on your finger
But now the future looks so dark and cold
Wedding bells are ringing in the chapel
I hear the children laughing out with glee
At home alone I hang my head in sorrow
Those wedding bells will never ring for me
I fancy that I see a bunch of roses
A blossom from an orange tree in your hair
And while the organ plays I love you truly
Please let me pretend that I am there
Wedding bells are ringing in the chapel
Ever since the day you set me free
I knew someday that you would wed another
But wedding bells will never ring for me
I have the invitation that you sent me
You wanted me to see you change your name
I couldn't stand to see you wed another
But dear I hope you're happy just the same
Wedding bells are ringing in the chapel
That should be ringing out for you and me
Down the aisle with someone else you're walking
Those wedding bell will never ring for me
I planned a little cottage in the valley
I even bought a little band of gold
I thought some day I'd place it on your finger
But now the future looks so dark and cold
Wedding bells are ringing in the chapel
I hear the children laughing out with glee
At home alone I hang my head in sorrow
Those wedding bells will never ring for me
I fancy that I see a bunch of roses
A blossom from an orange tree in your hair
And while the organ plays I love you truly
Please let me pretend that I am there
Wedding bells are ringing in the chapel
Ever since the day you set me free
I knew someday that you would wed another
But wedding bells will never ring for me