according to mimi, i've lost it...

Jul 19, 2004 13:12

we went up sat. night to go see dave..we had a great time, but now i'm having a miserable time...no need to go into details on why that is, because everyone on here's heard it a million and a half times why dave and i can't be together...if you're new, or you've blocked it from memory and need a reminder, just comment and i'll fill you in...

yesterday was the first time that i've met his daughter, kaelee...we've been together off and on for close to 3 years, and this was the first time i've met her...she's amazing...not only is she beautiful and funny, but she's one of the most poliete people i've ever met, not to mention she's only 9....she's definatly dave fidler's daughter...she's gonna be breaking hearts and crackin' ribs in no time...

i took some pics on my camera phone, and when i got this one picture of her and smokey, the biggest softie pitbull i've ever met, on line, i kinda freaked a little at how much she looks like i did at her age...



is it just me?...brett and kerry and my friend john called it "uncanny"..i think it's freaky as all hell...it was so sad yesterday meeting her..at first, i was so nervous...never met anyone's kids before, let alone the love of my life's...she was GREAT...asked to do my make up...gave me hugs all day and we went to the movies and stuff...when it was time to go, she even said she loved me...well she said it to mimi and jen too, but still...i kept thinking that kaelee's enough..i could be with dave and be a mother to her and that would be that...but it's still not the same...
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